Hot Wax

Another utterly boring day at home! Mum tried to get me to go to work again today, cos she saw me on my handphone at 6:09am. I promptly went back to sleep for almost another 4 hours. Feels good! I think sleep is one of the reasons why I lost my weight so quickly! REALLY. Sleep more! Insufficient sleep can cause the release of additional cortisol - the stress hormone - and can stimulate hunger. It's science. Believe it! (:
Maybe that's why it seems I'm eating less now... Hmmm.

Breakfast:
Oatmeal with peanut butter, cinammon and banana!
One glass milk
One tau sar bun (as long as I see this, I will eat it!)

Lunch:
Scrambled eggs with toast and lots of cheese (my maid is trying to kill me!)
One glass milk

Snack:
Half a sweet potato

Dinner (planned):
Bayam soup with tofu
Fruits (either dragonfruit, apple or orange)
Must have green tea every night!


I had planned a swim/day at the beach with Andrea today, but something unfortunate occurred. I am definitely praying for the best (: It'll be ok my dear!
I then made plans for 'grocery shopping' which I never got to either. Decided to wax myself! Hey, it's not easy to do it yourself. You have to be pretty flexible to reach behind your legs and arms. Anyways... Did you know the closer it is to the heart, the more painful? Waxed only the bottom half of my legs and arms. Didn't wax my thighs cos it's not that hairy and because I was just too lazy. Arms... Ah that's a different story. It's really painful! Wanna try? Hahahaha. It got really messy. Wax got everywhere on the floor and the only effective way of getting rid of it is to use baby oil. Had to use baby oil on myself too! Anyway, hairless legs feel really good. You can feel the wind against your skin. Cool!


Am thinking about what to do now. Hmmm. I think I've almost run out of things to do! So might start going to work from next week to learn the business. Sigh. MD leh... At my age, it's a lot of stress. But I know how lucky I am to even have this. So I just have to work hard at it and build it up together with my mum. It will definitely benefit us in the future. I have to think about my future! And earn more money so that one day, if I have a family of my own, we can live comfortably (: Yes! That's a good source of motivation!
Maybe I'll do a light workout later. Lift the tiny weights at home, or do some push ups or crunches. I don't know! Just doesn't feel right when I don't 'torture' myself anymore!

Am looking forward to a much better day tomorrow!


Read this somewhere this morning. Makes total sense.
“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”