everything.

You are the strength that keeps me walking.
You are the hope that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose, you're everything.
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me, how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in, take me deeper now.

(:

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok



I'm hooked.

Oops! My bad.

I can't recall anything that happened before Wednesday. My memory doesn't go back that far... I think I'm way too tired and achy all over. ):

We had the leadership module this Wednesday. Py and I signed up for the Leadership Challenge, unaware that Cassie, Rebecca, Angela and Shiang Ming also signed up for it. At least we had good company. Ok la. It was alright. Mr Sim was boasting about losing 13kg. The power of will and determination. I really don't know how he managed to do that. But I do remember seeing him gyming on Youth Day. Cherene and I went to the gym to get the keys for the squash courts and we saw him. Not bad eh. At first he was like a machine. When we returned from opening the courts, he slowed down already. Haha. But still, not bad... Ok. We had to make a egg holder out of different materials. Budget: $4. We would be judged firstly on whether the egg broke if we released it from a height of 3m. Also by how economical and aesthetically pleasing it looked. We were given free tissue from the DM cos we were so pitiful sitting on the floor. You know what? I think some guys are really... *shakes head* They should sit on the floor and let the girls sit on the chairs right. Dumb. Oh well. It's not like I expected the guys to be so chivalrous. Every 15min or so, I would get pins and needles. And py would want to smack my leg and make me laugh/cry!
So this was how we constructed our egg holder. We wrapped the egg with the free tissue and used 3 Ziploc bags to surround it. Simple. But it was quite ugly. Cos the scotch tape they provided us with was the cheapo, crappy ones which hardly stick. It was far from aesthetically pleasing. But it worked. The egg didn't break! And our egg holder was named the most effective one. HAHA! With a group like ours, you can't go wrong. =P

Had squash after the leadership module. The DSA candidates were there. It's really nice to watch them play. I love that sound man. The sound of repressed anger! HAHA. Joking. But it's true. Squash is good for venting. Not so for fencing. Cos when fencing, and you're pissed, you tend to do things too rashly without analysing your moves. That's for me I mean. It's only really damn shuang when you score and then you can scream or shout or whatever.
We've noticed some holes in the walls. Wonder who did that...
Bad news from Cherene. ): But there seems to be a solution so let's just pray it works out. She was so angsty. And she kept running. I know it was my suggestion initially but I didn't wanna run so much. My leg is hurting like crap now. But I won't let you run alone!!! So I kept going...to keep you company. I hope you're feeling better now. (: I don't even think you know this blog exists but... Haha. I am talking to myself again.
Training didn't last long so Cherene and I continued playing. Samson joined us for awhile. He sure hits hard man... Scary. We played till 1930 or so. Water never tasted so good. All that running around kills.
Congrats to Faisal, Wenjing and Samson. School team eh. Haha. Not bad.
I think everyone joined the Recreational League. Should be fun.

Thursday was another amusing day. We had listening comprehension after school. We headed over to the sports complex first so py could get her PE attire and so that we could get some peace, away from all the commotion. And that's when it happened. We went to the toilet. And that woman just stripped in the open. She walked into the toilet with her bikini. Next thing I knew, there goes her panties. I didn't need to see that. I ran out, rather disgusted.
LC was easy. It should be a perfect score. I can't believe Chinese is actually my best subject now. Along with econs. B.
The fun came after the paper while at the candeck. Those present should know what happened la. Haha. What a joke. While on the way back too. Something is up? That's my intuition. "Oops. My bad." And as py mentioned on the tagboard about the hairpin. Haha. It was just so darn funny. Kept laughing. Actually...I am sort of over it already la. It was only amusing for that one and a half days.

Played basketball for PE today. I haven't played for 6 months or more? At least I don't remember playing it this year. Oh man... Now I remember why I used to play it almost every day after school.
The guys said that I am a very aggressive player. I don't know whether to take that as a compliment or an insult. Very unladylike is it? The guys always play rough with me too. I kicked De Ming accidentally yesterday during soccer and it's quite badly injured. Cos I still see the mark there. Ouch. Sorry. But I fell on one knee today. I only noticed the abrasions while taking a shower cos it hurt and burned very badly all of a sudden. I don't know which two guys, while attempting to steal the ball from me, pushed me and grabbed my arm along with the ball. I couldn't break free! Haha. But it was a good game. And we won. We high-fived to that. (:

I really wonder why some people would change just to fit in and be one of the "cool" ones. I'm never gonna do that just to be accepted to be one of them. There's nothing wrong with me in the first place. I am perfectly contented with what I see in myself. Py is right. So what if we are "different"? We're different in the all the right ways. What I see in them is the exact opposite of what I wanna be. No. I am not gonna be like them. I will not conform.

Jeremy says The Dark Knight is really good. Obviously...And it's Heath Ledger's final piece of work and aptly so, maybe one of his best. Will I be sad watching it? Maybe. He was just too young, taken away at his peak. Isn't it funny how life plays out? Sigh. I've seen pictures of his loved ones. Little baby Matilda oblivious to her father's death smiling while family mourns. I just feel a little pinch inside. It's just sad. SAD!!! Probably one of the worst things I've heard all year.

Some people are so persistent. Are they just blind? I suppose those words were meant to move me. They failed miserably. It only succeeded in making me that bit angrier about it all. I don't wanna hear anything anymore. Just leave...

Ya ya. Emo kid. I know. Let me have my moment. I'm pissed!

Interact installation tomorrow. Gotta usher. Goodnight.

Say it again, for me.

Today started out like crap. This morning, I had sinus again so I kept sneezing. I asked my maid to warm up some water for me but instead she boiled it. I almost drank the darn thing! Come to think of it, this isn't the first time my maid has almost scalded me. She's done it twice already. Both instances with the hot pan. -.-
So the sneezing continued while in the cab as well. Sicko. Ha. I wanna watch "Sicko".

I've decided to have a healthy day today. And I decided that I have to cleanse my system too.
Breakfast: Yoghurt, muesli bar, one sinful muffin and a waffle, mango milk shake!
Crap. I shouldn't have had that waffle. It made me feel even more sick. Now looking at it, I think I ate a lot. ): But I'm always hungry! Dammit! What if I get fat?!

The first 1h20min of the day was at the NL. And I don't know why it seems that wherever I sit gets the strongest blast from the aircon. To illustrate the magnitude of the blast: My specs on the table actually was moving cos the aircon was so strong. -.- I felt like I was going to die. I've almost never felt this cold before. AND...He doesn't smell too good. Ok. Who am I kidding? He doesn't smell good AT ALL. He smells like an old person. You know, that smell? I think he probably doesn't bathe in the morning. I could never understand how people can not shower before coming to school. Whether you know it or not, everyone perspires at night, there's millions and millions of dust mites on your bed, all the sebum and oil accumulates. At the very least make sure you smell good before you go anywhere away from home. And if you're dirty, please don't touch other people or their stuff! Maybe I'm a bit too particular about this kinda hygiene issues. I always have my baby wipes, tissue paper and Dettol hand sanitiser with me. And I don't have OCD!
By the time we started PE, we were already 20min late. Which is half of the lesson gone. How fun is PE man. I don't understand how people can hate it. Even if it means running for half the period. I really don't mind. So today, we played soccer again. Only girls can score. I scored once today just as Gabriel was coming and he gave me the "WTH" look. Xin Yue was damn funny. She kept passing me the ball though I'm not in her team. Worst thing was that she was the goalkeeper. Haha. Everything was going great till i got kicked in the leg by Cassie. Just like when you just sprain your ankle -you can't move cos it feels like your feet weighs a tonne- I was quite immobile. Slowly, I started limping around. Kicking was beyond my ability then. It hurts! But I shan't be a little girl about it. Fencing was worse. All those bruises on your thighs, arms and chest? I mean, the chest protector protects the sensitive areas but the most painful area is just above the chest protector. It hurts like crap! After every competition, you're bound to have at least one very bad bruise. I will always remember that one event... I got hit straight in the knee while lunging. (That girl's blade is totally off target!) And I couldn't move. So Yuan Zi who was presiding had to massage my knee for awhile. He's a nice guy. And a pro fencer. It's so exciting to watch him fence! Yeah so he massaged my knee for me. I won't forget that match. Cos that injury cost me my win. Final score: 15-14. If I'm not wrong, that win would've confirmed a shared bronze for me.
AH!!! How I miss fencing!

Another sleepy, dreary day rolls by...
Why does physics lesson have to be so freaking boring?!?!?! And I'm wondering why I don't understand. When I am wide awake even, the teacher really can't explain well. Like WTH. C'mon man. Nothing she says registers.

Mr Ho ended lab 40min early today! So was deciding whether I should go for the econs make-up on COP or go for Interact or don't go for both. Of course the latter choice is preferred. But yeah. I gotta be a responsible member of the Interact club. Later, I found out that the econs was gonna be taught by seniors. But I much rather have consultation with Ms Mai. So...INTERACT IT IS! I was still contemplating during physics lesson whether I should gym today. I'm gonna be an usher for the Installation on the 19th. Py and I will be standing at the carpark to usher the VIPs. Then I gotta smile at them. Argh...
Chen Yang commented today that it's the first time she's seen the "Cool Madelene" laugh that hard. I nodded cooly in response. Haha. Haiya. I'm sorry I'm not one of those smiley people. I rather keep to myself. But I do say hi occasionally. What do you want me to do? Smile and walk? It's just weird.

Ok la. But after Chinese I was in quite a good mood. Before lab, we sat at the bleachers and py and I listened to music. And I really felt like singing. And I sang all the way up to the lab. I hope no one heard me. Haha. At the bleachers, I sang "Drowning" and "Guilty". While going up to the lab I was singing "How do I breathe". I laughed a lot. Probably because I can't believe I'm so full of crap la. My behaviour was really mad just now. And it continued before Interact as well. Singing and discussing econs at the void deck. Then something stupid happened. -.- There was a group of people playing truth or dare. I'm quite sure of that. The first was this guy that came to our table and lay down on it. Second was two guys who came behind me... I don't know what the hell they were doing but their friends were video-ing it. The third time, the guy asked py if he could sit between us. And of course she said no. Seriously, some people have nothing better to do. -.- Get a life la. Don't disturb people.

I decided to go for a run today. Yup. Not bad. I was surprised I could still run without stopping. But of course it's slower than usual. 20s slower to be precise. So it's 13:41 today. Whoa great. And that was over 2 hours ago and I've yet to shower. Haha. Goodbye y'all!

How do I breathe without you here by my side?
How will I see when your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me, how do I breathe, how do I breathe?

broken wings

We are in this life together, even when one moves without the other.
Different pages from the same story.
This aching is familiar. It's something I remember.
We can't touch without feeling. Can't heal without healing.
Only the young could fall so hard, could be so careless and ignore the scars.
So we will move out of the way this time, making room for each other, one without the other.
We are broken, but we are moving still.

Downpour

I, I wanna feel the rain again
I, I wanna feel the water on my skin
And let it all just wash away in a downpour
I wanna feel the rain...

But not on my shoes please. (:
I see no link between "bimbo" and bringing 2 pairs of shoes to school. -.- WTH.

Yesterday, squash was such a killer. AH! I can do it man! I wish I could play as well as some of the guys. ):
Which reminds me... Before the S Cube seminar, Yun Zhang and Jen wanted to play squash, but the courts were locked. So they went to the next level to jump into the court. Seriously. Yun Zhang jumped into the court! It's freaking insane la. He should go do Le Parkour. Bet he'll be good at it. And Jen was damn funny. She was afraid she'd fall and break her leg or something. So while hanging onto the railing she kept asking Yun Zhang to catch her. Oh man! I should've recorded it. Then py and I can post it on Youtube. LOL. Was wondering whether she'd be able to climb out or not. But I'm pretty sure those who have climbed the back gate before will be able to climb back up. HAHA. I remember during PAE, I taught py how to climb the back gate, like some professional. But we recorded Jen climbing out. It wasn't as amusing as her jumping in though.

The S Cube Seminar was ok la. I was constantly distracted by the immature people behind me. Every of their sentences is punctuated by the F word. And I don't mean 'fish'. What asses. I don't understand how some guys can be so immature. And the worst thing is they think they're so cool cursing. It's so crude. Any girl who thinks that it's cool for guys to swear like that has to be mentally challenged. I can understand, in certain circumstances, that you are extremely angry with something and you say it once, but this was like some vicious tirade of Fs everywhere. It's just so sickening. As young adults, we must show the due respect to the speakers, which most weren't. Is it so difficult to just sit down and shut up for 2 hours?! No one said you cannot talk for the entire 2 hours, but you don't talk non stop and so loudly! Not when some people actually want to hear what's going on. Can you imagine being the speaker and how awful you would feel when no one's bothering to listen to what you have to say? Maybe awful isn't the word. I think I'd feel sorry for those individuals who don't even know what basic courtesy is. What a disappointment. You would think people our age could behave with maturity? SIGH!

I think Bevis is quite scared of me. Whenever he talks to me online, he'll always ask me whether I'm in a good mood first. Must be in fear that he'll get hell from me again. Haha.
I find it weird really. Raphael(my primary school pal) and I never saw each other for over 4 years until the 5/9 outing this year. It's only after that that we keep running into each other. I've seen him 3 days in a row now. At Woodlands MRT in the morning, at Causeway Point after school, EVERYWHERE! And I just met him an hour ago to do his PW survey. I don't understand why we didn't see each other for all those years. Maybe it's making up for lost time?

School was great today despite the piece of crap, 3 hours back to back lectures we have every Thursday. PE was fun. We're learning how to play soccer. Haha. Soccer seriously rocks. Too bad the ground was so wet, which got my shoes wet. Heart pain! FYI: This is the exact reason why I brought an older pair of shoes. I anticipated it. Hmmm. I shall not comment on my UNBELIEVABLE skills. Haha. What a joke. Mr Eugene Chua said "Girls play more soccer than boys" or something like that. But I heard it as "More girls play soccer than they play boys." So I kept laughing. Then I sang stupid songs like HOT STUFF and the "one way or another, I'm gonna getcha, I'm gonna getcha getcha getcha getcha..." song. Ah crap. I'm really FON today.

That guy is damn funny today. Watcha looking at? Haha.

My bag was twice as heavy as py's.

I can whip up one mean ham sandwich! (:

Py. I don't wanna do your quiz. I have my reasons. Lol. But I will say what I think about you here.
I think you're a good friend(duh). Hardworking, always have been. Helpful, since you help me with my math and stuff. You seem to have more self-control than me. Nice to talk to since we have many common topics. Haha. Yes, you are a die hard Beckham fan- Federer too. You hate C. Ronaldo, just as I do. You like MOMO a lot, I don't. So don't worry, there's no competition from me. Lol. Quite tolerant, since you put up with all my nonsense. You understand me pretty well. I'm sure you can tell when I'm upset la. But then again, you're quite cold sometimes. You're very hard to read. And a lot more la. If anyone wants me to tell them what I think about them, just tell me. I'll give my honest opinion, if any.

Fate, faith, and other F words.

Fate: That guy. And that other guy too. Today, more of the other guy. "waiting" (inside joke). =D
Faith: Keep the faith. My faith is strong. Then there's her. That Faith. You guys, don't be so bad. She's a good tutor.

Other F words:
1) Food: I'm eating too much.
2) Fruits: My fruits seemed squishy and gross so I had to throw them away! NO!!! My cherries and blueberries! T.T
3) F***: They stink. Fish.
4) Flowers: Some make me sneeze. I like fake ones cos they don't die. My love is a red red rose. But roses die. So somehow, it feels like love dies too. Since roses and flowers are synonymous with love. LOL.
5) F***: No comments.
6) Friends: A close few. I'm sort of an outcast really. Just py and I then. LOL. Couple. Together forever! Though she'd dump me without a second thought, without batting an eye - for MOMO. Nah. I have some. In AC a few, especially my OG mates. So fun buying underwear for other people's birthday. Ha!
7) Frenemy: I don't think so.
8) Federer: So sorry. I support you always. Not Nadal.
9) French fries: I don't eat them anymore. 11 calories each?
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Late already la. No mood. Haha. But before I bid farewell, I shall remember what Mrs Jai Singh said. "Sex slave". LOL.
Good luck (: and good night.

Finally found

For over 50 years, ASICS has produced high quality, technically innovative sports and fitness products. The name, ASICS, is an acronym from the Latin phrase, "Anima Sana In Corpore Sano", which translates simply to "a sound mind in a sound body."

Cool. I trust their products. They're the most comfortable sports shoes I've ever tried on. But they cost a bomb. I bought mine at $243. But I see the prices going down quite a bit for some models. Mine has yet to. If it goes down, I'll probably get the same one again. Lol. That's how much I love the shoe. It's as light as air, has good support etc. It may not look very good, but who cares! Sometimes you gotta sacrifice looks for comfort and performance. (:

I've discovered that when you're looking for something, you never find it. The converse is true. I was looking for a bag today, but instead I found a shoe which I gave up looking for. And couldn't find the bag. Why does life have to be so...complicated? Tsk.

Went back to school to play squash with Cherene. I was feeling really lethargic. No energy whatsoever. Ate my Quaker S'mores, still no effect. Went to the gym after that for about 45 min? My legs are so flabby. HAHA. Not very la, but still, not as nice as they used to be when I was still fencing. I used to be able to do lunges so effortlessly. Now I struggle after a few. Man, oh man. Since we've gotta pay $10 a month for sports complex fees, we should really utilise it. I don't understand those people who pay and don't use it. I mean if you're on FA then of course, who cares! It's such a waste if you don't use it.
Anyway, saw Mr Sim Eng Chee gyming. I nodded at him and he nodded back. I tend to greet teachers. It's a habit already. The point is to be courteous. But then again, most of the time the teachers don't reciprocate. Oh well...

I saw the DM at Starbucks just now too. He looks so stern. He wore NF skinnies. Haha. So hip! LOL. Andrea said he looked like he was carrying a Prada bag which had a ribbon on it. Imagine that...

Some girl shoplifted just now. Saw security checking her bag while her guy friends stood at the corner looking on. Tsk. What's happening to the youths of today?! Lol. How dumb.

Crumpler backpack costs $265. -.- WHY?! Holy crap! How long must I save for that? Forget it. I will never starve myself for anything.

I live to eat. (:

Shawty

Shawty is a girl. She may not be short, then again she might be.
When you say the word "shawty", you gotta say it like you ain't a Singaporean. Or it'll sound like "shorty". Right, py?
Shawty got them apple bottom jeans. NOT Shorty got them apple bottom jeans.
I tried to "spoof" the song. PCK version of "Low". Imagine that. I did it quite loudly also. I hope no one heard it!

I don't know what happened. But I said "Where have you been all my life?" randomly when I was with py. I'm not talking about py obviously. I don't know what hit me. But I said it. And I told her that she say that to MOMO ren. I didn't know it was a song from Westlife. So that means I've got the chops to be a songwriter too! So py asked me to write a song. But it has to include the following:
1) Where have you been all my life?
2) We were meant to be.
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Shawty?!
It cannot be. Cos shawty is a girl. Means I'm not straight?! LOL. Then again, "Shawty is a killa. But I really want him."
IT'S SO WRONG!

Yes. I will write that song. But it will sound ridiculous. But before that...

Gotta do my EoM. Damn PW!

Eyes wide shut

I hate it. I can hardly keep my eyes open now. It was on for more than 12 hours!!!
Ya la. I'm lame, I am a retard. It doesn't mean that I have a lot of money to spare.

Woo! Today is the day that I will remember I scored 2 fantastic goals. Soccer rocks. And the teacher was so shocked. Peiyi told me that he asked the guys how come they let a girl score the first goal. LOL. I AM NOT A MAN.
But I have never kicked like a girl before.
Keep the ball waist down. But he freaking kicked it straight into my face. *^%*$)(# Damn pissed off. If I had the temper of a certain soccer star then I would have been sent off already.

I did my tutorials! But I didn't bring my foolscap pad to school. -.- How dumb.

Ponning CIP tomorrow. Anyway, Yi Shi not going and I'd be alone again. So I shall go search town for it.

Randomly went to town with Jennifer today. They don't have the colour I want. Wasted! Considering buying online. Didn't find anything I wanted today. Walking around in town is so damn tiring. I don't like it. Especially with my bag which is at least 4 kg, all balanced on one shoulder. Gonna break already.

HAHA. I passed my chinese! 101/160. So shocking. I thought I screwed up that paper too. Guess not. I guess my luck was pretty good. My random answers were correct. (:

PY! I never said life sucks. I said "Life kinda sucks now. At the moment." What is one moment in time? It is nothing!

FAIL is a 4 letter word

I am back to failing the same subjects I did in lower secondary. Possibly cos I am as slack as before. -.- DIE. What the hell am I doing?! Wake up!
I MUST NOT RETAIN. I MUST GET PROMOTED - NOT ADVANCED.
If I'm gonna retain, I was thinking of going overseas. Really. Maybe I'm just not cut out to be doing this. I hope to prove myself wrong. Gotta keep the faith!

Ah yes. Spain. (:
I smiled my way to dreamland that morning. I was grinning like mad(haha) so I took a really long time to fall asleep. Excited, you see.
To put it simply... Germany got owned! They only played well for 10min? How disappointing. Out of all days, why during the finals? Or was it just that Spain's much better? I believe so.
I still don't know what happened that Torres got a yellow card. I saw NOTHING.
Ballack's damn funny. Those who watched the game carefully should have seen what he did. I was laughing hysterically by then.
How I wished Raul could've played. He is the reason why I even liked the Spanish team in the first place. He is a good player. (:
I think Kuranyi looks like some Italian mafia or something. He is also really tall. Haha. What observations huh. The Germans and BIG compared to the Spanish. Size doesn't matter. Yeah, you see! Size doesn't matter. Look at me! LOL.
Bastian is NOT HOT. He just has nice hair. He didn't play particularly well either. SIGH.
Man of the match to me is... Fernando Torres. DUH. Did you not see him? It's definitely not gonna be Lahm. HAHA. Oooh but I think Lehmann did quite a good job. Although not good enough. Casillas didn't have many opportunities to prove himself, if you know what I mean. Oh man, what a match! Gonna rewatch it this Saturday at Uncle Kola's house(his Nigerian, how cool!). Then I can rub it in that my team won, and theirs didn't. Hehe. Too bad. German fans, no offence. I do like them. Just that I prefer Spain. I even like their country! It's been my wish since I was a child to visit Spain one day. It's a really nice place.

Which reminds me... Of my oral. Walau. I thought I was gonna die of an anxiety attack. It was so scary! But still, I was falling asleep waiting for my turn. Since my surname starts with a P, I had to wait quite a long while. By the time it was Jonathan's turn, I was wide awake. I said it was like "walking straight to my death". THE PASSAGE WAS SO SCREWED UP. First sentence already got words I have never seen before in my 17 years of living. Of course, after that, I found out that I read them wrongly la. HAHA. Hilarious. The female examiner kept going "mmm" after every sentence that I read. She did that to everyone. I found it pretty sarcastic. Like "mmm" means "tsk!". The conversation topic was pretty easy. It was about tourism and whether I would rather go overseas during the holidays or stay in Singapore. I said overseas, explained why, said I'd like to go to India - which made them laugh(-.-). I gotta embrace my roots man! I can shake my head like those Indians cos it's in my blood! Haha. It's so funny to see people try to do it and fail.
Yay! So glad it's over!

Today, Coach said I can hit very hard. Whoa. Then he made me show my swing to everyone. Until I was damn tired already. I hate it. Coach always makes me run. He even said "Wah. This one must give faster." Walau. You think I'm some man is it?! ARGH. Make me run from one side of the court to the other! I even have to apply my fencing lunges now or I will never be able to reach the balls in time!

I have learned that I cannot revert back to wearing metal frame specs. The woman said I look like a mugger when I do. And I agree. I like my specs. I don't care if it's nerdy or whether it's purple! Purple is my colour! Ask Peiyi. Everything purple looks good on me. I have tried not to get so involved with it but I unintentionally wind up with it anyway. IT IS FATE. I've been trying eliminate it from my life. It's overkill already.
I really wonder why I have so few red things. It is my favourite colour after all.

Collegiate sizes are DUMB! They should have XS. If not people like me how?! -.- I'm sure even if they have an XS it'll still be a little too big for me. At the moment it's much too big.
Why can't I be 5cm taller? 2 cm to my legs and 3cm to my body please. I know, my legs aren't in proportion to my body length. Thanks for pointing that out Cherene! Ah really. If only my body was a tat longer, I would be satisfied.

It's getting late. And there are 3 hours straight of lectures. I am gonna die! Goodnight my friends! Sweetest dreams~