It's not over, till it's over

Today was the 'last paper'. I'm so 'free' now. So 'free' that I'm here talking to myself again after a 2 month hiatus. But I don't care. Haha. Ok I'm like so retard talking to myself. That's sad.
I'm having conflicting emotions now. I don't know if I should be happy. A lot of the papers sucked, like hell. And I really don't know where I stand in this entire cohort. If I find it hard, how about others? I'm not talking about RJ or HC. Neither do I claim to be anywhere close to their standard. But...ARGH! I don't know. I keep saying "I don't know". And I'm really not joking about considering retaking if I don't do well. I know I didn't give myself a fair chance at performing my best for the A's, unlike the O's. How I wasted the J1 year, I really regret it. But there's nothing I can do about it. So I really tried my best. If it's not enough, then that's too bad I guess. I know this isn't the fullest of my potential. And considering I picked up like ALL of last year's syllabus just this year, I've got to pat myself on the back. For goodness sake, I couldn't even do partial fractions last year la -.- Laugh and mock all you want, but it's the fact. So yes, I am proud of what I have accomplished. But I'm not proud of what I did last year. That's why I keep reminding my dear OG kids to study. There is seriously no time. 2 years passes so quickly, you just don't know what hit you till you're on the ground begging for mercy. Haha. Wow. What a long paragraph!

School is exciting, I must say. Although I'm not the biggest fan of it due to particular reasons, I think I will miss it. All the times py and I behave like typical girls. Haha. Yes! I behave like a typical girl sometimes. I'm sure there are people who don't know me and eavesdrop on our conversations and think "Such bimbos". Once Monday's paper is over, there will be no more entertaining people to enrich our lives. Oh man... I will miss those times. I will miss my classmates. Some. Haha. I will miss walking between classes and bumping into people ): I will miss making fun of py when her face turns red when she passes SOMEONE. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait for 4p2 chalet! Although I probably won't be able to stay over, but still... I miss my class! If only I had a class like that in JC, I would have been so satisfied with my whole JC life. Not saying that our clique isn't as nice la. Just that it's not the entire class. And it's sad, considering how my AC life started so well with the OG. I've also got to know so many other people, especially during Orientation 09. It was the best experience I had in AC, and I'm happy I got to be part of it. The people were really nice, and my OG rocks. I made friends. Accomplishment. And I will never forget Adam and Victor's comment. But hey, they can't deny they enjoyed cheering with me, despite my height. Haha.

Argh I can't stand it. This post is way too long. And I shouldn't take H1 for granted. I shall attempt to do 2 MCQs per day at least for the next week. I seriously still believe I've got a hidden talent in physics. No joke. If I did my work, that is. But I don't. Never have, even in BP. Now I suffer. But it's okay. I make mistakes. But my attempts now are a testament to my attitude. Haha. I try.

You now have sorrow; but I will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.

My saviour!

That girl is my saviour. She sure is. I feel really relieved and less stressed now. Was afraid I might have to go out and shop but now I can rest assured I have something to wear. And it will match g(x)'s. Ok so cheesy? No, so sweet. He will look very handsome in his blue Zara shirt and grey tie and I will be his best accessory. Or is it the other way round? Ok vice versa then (:

I have a feeling I had problem sleeping last night because Mark told me that AE didn't confirm the orders with him and the stuff might be OOS. I was anxious. Call me a typical girl but what if I had nothing to wear?! Haha. Ok. But I'm not typical.

I gotta thank Cass too. She helped me find that person. And gave me some very nice blogshops to look at. Phew!

Studied with Jia Wei today. Tried veggie patty sub today. It was GOOOOOD. It doesn't taste like veggie though. Think I might have it again soon. So good! Jia Wei said I'm not fat, nor skinny. I'm 'healthy' verbatim. Thanks ar... He is so slack la. But very determined. He is like the slack version of xy. Both don't like to give up on questions they can't solve initially. Sigh. Why can't I be like them? This holiday is really passing very quickly. It's already soon to be Friday and I haven't completed my 07 paper 1 and the pure math section of paper 2. And there are blanks in 08 paper. Haha. So xy can help me tomorrow. Ok, I guess I got to start mugging again. ):

Peiyi says Lee Min Ho is coming to Singapore soon. I told her to stake out at the airport. Haha. Ok la. I got hooked on the show really fast. It was just so amusing to look at LMH's hair. As for my brother, he was looking at the girls la. But I got to admit that Monkey was really pretty. And good personality. I like her. She looks like Denise Keller, only prettier. (:

Look at me procrastinating. I got an obsession with clothes that I will never buy. How I wish I were a model. I would steal a few pieces of clothes that I model. In fact, I think I would make a better model than some I've seen. Too bad I'm so short and have 'big' thighs (to me). Why are models so skinny? They don't have 'real' bodies. How many people are that skinny?! Not many. So why don't they let people with 'real' bodies model? Sigh. The irony of it all...

Bye Bye Blackbird ):

Peiyi and I went to catch Public Enemies yesterday. Because of Johnny. He is really a good actor. We want to steal the movie poster (: It's a true story!
John Dillinger is a captivating and sweet bank robber who has a soft-spot for women. And the police are nitwits. The ending was really sad. Of course Johnny dies, betrayed by a friend. And the last words were "Tell Billie for me, "Bye bye Blackbird." Ok, I understand if you don't understand. That's why you should watch it. Then you will go..."Aww. That was so sweet." Then feel like crying. Especially to girls in love with Johnny Depp. Haha.
People need to watch this instead of nonsense like Revenge of the Fallen. Public Enemies and Ice Age 3! No offence. It's just personal preference.

I am so happy to pass my first ever math test. Thank you to everyone who has helped me. (:

I just want to let you know that I am behind you a hundred per cent. I don't blame you. It must have been difficult.

SLAM!

OK. I don't know who passerby is, but all I have to say is... Whatever. People have different opinions. However, mine is clearly stated. And passerby TWO, thanks. That's exactly what I thought about the whole issue too. I might not like Michael Bay's work so much but...Oh well. He's got a point. She...should be more appreciative and respectful.

On a different note: Peiyi! Remember... Today you saw someone. It's a good day. Keep on it on D.L! (:

Sorry to my beloved g(x). If I passed you the flu. I know it's tough for you, but hang in there! JIAYOU!!! 3 weeks down already (:

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

I watched this much awaited show on opening day and I still can't get over it. It's been over a week now. Still...I can't get over it. I can't get over how disappointing and dumb it is. While it might appeal to the hardcore, adrenaline junkie Transformer fan, anyone else with a good eye for movies will probably tell you it ain't something special. Far too long, all 149 minutes of it is filled with noise and a barely there plot filled with a thousand and one loopholes. A shame considering the first Transformers was really good. Of course, you have to give Michael Bay credit for the special effects, those were great. But you can't make a good movie with just good CGI.

I'm sure I'm not alone when I say I didn't quite understand what was happening. The whole storyline -if any- was messy. Not good.

The movie was too sexed up. As I said, too many sluts. Even Decepticons want some action in this show. And to this day, I do not understand the red blooded male who says that Megan Fox is hot. Is she, really? Lip injections, rhinoplasty, boob job...

Read this somewhere:

"her lips are &*%&%&% RIDICULOUS, they look like puss filled worms on her face.. in the transformers movie, you can see where they were injected.. they look so disgusting, like they're going to pop."

Response: "ITA. You have such a way with words that it moves me." (THIS IS HILARIOUS!)

Too little Josh! Haha. Hilarious.

Too many stupid jokes. Ok...I can't deny I enjoyed some of it. But since when did Decepticons have balls? :/ Sam's parents are hilarious too. Michael Bay obviously decided to make this one much more comical than the first. In fact, the only things I took back from the show were the dumb jokes. And one more question... How does Mikaela's white pants keep so clean despite falling and rolling in sand and dust? Haha.

I say... 2.5 stars.

Read this somewhere. Funny!

Maybe it's the fault of us fans for letting our guard down and liking the first movie the way we did. Maybe that gave Michael Bay the incentive to push just how much crap he can shove down people's throats. I feel like I graciously lowered my expectations to accommodate him, only to have it dawn on me when it's already too late that I was low enough for him to urinate on. Now I'm covered in piss and I'm angry. Michael Bay didn't rape my childhood. He raped my time.

Ok, I guess I'm just bored. So I'm being extra harsh. H1N1 is such a pain.

The Man In The Mirror

June 25, 2009. The most tragic day in entertainment history. The loss of the greatest pop icon, the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. Like millions, I grew up listening to MJ's music. Like millions, I watched in awe with every move he made. However, his life was not all glitz and glamour. Soon, his personal life overshadowed his music. With his numerous cosmetic surgeries, rumours of skin bleaching and child molestation making headlines, MJ was now 'Wacko Jacko'. Yes, he was quirky. But there was not a shadow of a doubt that he was an amazing artiste. I don't care what anyone says, HE IS AMAZING. To hear such horrible things said about him upon the time of his death shocks me. People have no respect. I even wonder if they have a heart. Did I cry? Yes, I did, like the millions of people who mourn his passing. I know, I don't know him. It didn't stop me from crying when Steve Irwin died, or when Heath Ledger died. It's because they had influence. Profound influence. And when GOOD people like them are taken away, it is a loss. We will always remember him. Rest in peace MJ. This is for you...

Like a comet blazing 'cross the evening sky

Gone too soon

Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye

Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright

Here one day, gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight on a cloudy afternoon

Gone too soon

Like a castle built upon a sandy beach

Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach

Gone too soon

Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight

Here one day, gone one night

Like a sunset dying with the rising of the moon

Gone too soon, gone too soon...

I CAN DO IT!

Last paper tomorrow. I can't wait...
for it to be over!
Today's papers were ok but not ok. I really don't know what to make of it. I'm sure people like Xiang yi will be smiling away cos I'm pretty sure the math was supposed to be easy. But for me... haha. Hopefully my stats were ok?
Can't wait for the Ajisen after the paper. And Flyer with Peiyi. Why noone else wanna go? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! Then it's just the 2 of us. Couple couple again huh. HAHA. Watch out peiyi!

Go MAD, go!