So little things, so much time?

I seem to be very free these few days. Maybe I should be studying for Chinese A levels or practising or trying to improve my OP...
I studied Mr Teng Ye and Praise Bee today. But by the time I got to Praise Bee, I was already half asleep. All I remember now is the sentence "mi feng niang mi de fang fa"...
We did another OP run today. I feel more relaxed with it now. Maybe I was being too laid back. I didn't take the run seriously. However, the comments today are similar to those for OP prelims. Loud and clear. But...Little eye contact?! IMPOSSIBLE. I was looking and seeing the audience. And I looked at Madam many times. But she wasn't looking at me! Then I have to keep looking left to look at her but she only looked up once! Ok...As long as I know I have good eye contact. It will not be a problem on the 6th of November. Madam said I'm more prepared today. Yeah, I guess. Somehow, I am still able to regurgitate a lot of my script. Shall edit a bit of my slides. (: I will try to have more variation of tone. But I seriously doubt there can be much of a difference in 2 weeks?

HAPPY, HAPPY! I am promoted! Not advanced. Round of applause, please! (:
I don't see the moderation anywhere la. Haha. But never mind. I freaking got promoted. YAY.
Wa. Jiawei (a.k.a Handsome), so pro. Lowest is a C. And so many As. I don't even have 1 A. I promise myself, I must get an A before I leave JC. I hope...

Another great day though. Lots of laughter. Lots of smiles.
Honey is sweet (:

Sweet (:

I didn't go to school today. Woke up usual time, which is 5:05 (yes, 5:05!) and pondered on whether I should go to school or not. After a long time deliberating (like 10s), I decided...NAH. I want to go back to sleep. My bed is just way too comfy. But seriously...I don't 'pon' school for no reason. I'm not that bad a girl. Just not too well. Ok la, for personal reasons I shall not share the details. Haha.

Ok I got to spend the day as best as it could be despite a nagging pain that's yet to fade. I'm just glad everything is back to the normal happy way. Of course, being happier wouldn't hurt. (:

Was on Youtube most of the day. Zac Efron is very dramatic. HAHA. Haven't watched Savin' Me in a long time so decided to watch it in the afternoon. Just a few minutes ago reading py's blog, it reads "show me what it's like to be the last one standing". Whoa freaky. We must have some telepathy thing. It's FATE, py. FATE. And I bet you enjoyed school today huh. Iguana/Dragon/PIC. Who the hell would hyperventilate beside him la. LOL.
Let me attempt to make you slightly jealous. =D
Favourite guy. Tennis. =D
Jealous? Haha.
Sorry for abandoning you another day. I will bring chocolate and Zoo Tycoon for you tomorrow. Hopefully. Haha.

School these last few days are sian man. I keep forgetting to bring my ke ben so I can't really do my work. And when it's PW, it's just OP runs. And when you are not presenting, it's as boring as hell. But you are forced against your will to be "a good audience". And I'm stressed about OP. It's on the 6th of November. I have to find some way to make my voice sound more enthusiastic and have more variation of tone. Ok fine. My voice is monotonous. T.T

PW is crap.

All my life, I'll be with you forever, to get you through the day and make everything ok...

Think about it

Interesting.

A young lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. As she would have to wait many hours, she decided to buy a book to spend her time. She also bought a packet of cookies. She sat down in an armchair in the VIP room of the airport to rest and read in peace. Beside the armchair where the packet of cookies lay, a man sat down beside her. He opened his magazine and started reading.
When she took out the first cookie, the man took one also. She felt irritated but said nothing. She just thought: "What the nerve...If I were in the mood, I'd punch him for daring!"
For each cookie she took, the man took one too. This was infuriating her but she didn't want to start a scene. When only one cookie remained, she thought: "What will he do now?"
Then the man, taking the last cookie, divided it into half.
That was too much. She was much too angry now. In a huff, she took her book and her things and stormed to the boarding place.
When she sat down in the plane, she looked into her purse for her eyeglasses. To her surprise, her packet of cookies was there, untouched, unopened.
She felt ashamed. She realised that she was wrong and had forgotten that her cookies were in her purse. The man had divided his cookies with her. He felt no anger or bitterness. Meanwhile, she had been very angry thinking she was dividing her cookies with him. And now, there was no chance to explain herself nor to apologise.

The moral of the story...
There are 4 things that you cannot recover.
1) The stone after the throw.
2) The word after it's said.
3) The occasion after the loss.
4) The time after it's gone.

Has anyone ever told you just how special you are?
The light you shine might even light a star.
Has anyone ever told you how important you make them feel?
Somebody out there is smiling about a love so true.


Sometimes, you feel so insignificant but truth is, you are everything to someone.



You're the perfect thing to say.
I'm sorry.

Smile (:

Don't be angry ): So scary.
Remember to smile.
SO CUTE (:

OGL interview today.
HOW MUCH WOOD WOULD A WOODCHUCK CHUCK IF IT COULD CHUCK WOOD?
SAY WHAT?!?!
All of them so stern. I hope it's just a facade. If not I'm pretty much screwed.

As i said, you give me crap, I shall reciprocate crap.
I wonder if I'll make it. If I make it... YAY. If I don't then never mind lor. Haha. Oh well.

Then it was more PW. Py and I ate at CWP first. We shared dessert. Such watery chendol.
PW is as sian as ever. I'm only glad that is going to be over really soon. I hope I get a B at least. A seems a bit farfetched.

Oh and did I mention I passed my promos. As Ed would put it, verbatim: "I #$*%*#%& passed!" Silly me, I thought 37.5/80 was a fail. No longer in secondary school, my dear. And I almost had YOU fooled. But I guess my stupid grin gave it away. AH I CANT HELP IT. Just really happy. You are a good influence. (:
Hmmm. But my CA really sucks. Can I be very sure it won't pull my marks down? I don't totally understand what Mr Ho said. Oh well, gotta see. But before then, I must remain optimistic. YES, I must!

Everyday is a great day!

With you I could walk miles and not tire, fall and know I will be caught, cry and know those tears will be wiped away, smile and mean it.
These words are my own. (:

P.O day

PW sucks. Need I say more? Those who enjoy PW, so sorry but you are SICK.

I don't see the need to complain. Just do your freaking parts. It's as simple as that. I can't be bothered if you hate my guts now. I just want to get PW out of the way, out of my life.
Py and I have done so much. I am so proud of us. At least when we see the results we can tell ourselves, "We deserve it." But of course if the results aren't that good then...PW is unfair. It is a useless thing that has no meaning for existence!
Ah! It only serves to piss me off. ):
And now there's PW every day. Chinese too. Wonderful...

But thank YOU for making me feel so much better. You know who you are! =D
It's amazing how it all just fades away...

I refuse to not do well for OP. I MUST. My last chance to save my own posterior.
I CAN DO IT!

Faith

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5,6

There are things I will never understand but I am reassured.
I trust.

Thank You because I have all that I will ever need.