HMMMM

It's been a hell of a week. I never get to sleep. And I eat like no one's business. I'm no fan of rojak, but I ate the best rojak ever at Balestier. At the same place, I also had the best Hokkien noodles. And at Rochor beancurd, I had the soya bean with chin chow drink. Very nice! And the tau sar crystal bun. Yummy. I can't wait to go back there! Anyway, I was at Balestier picking tiles for the house. I think my toilets are gonna look darn good. Haha. Moving has been hell la. So I hope it will be worth all the trouble now. Cried when Mummy threw the dining table away. I spent so much time at that table. First was the O levels, then the 'A's. I spend more time at that table than on my bed. So I was emotional when she disposed it. WHY?! It was still in very very good condition! Sigh. Oh well. She better get me a comparable one lor. SOB!
After Balestier, we went to watch Avatar. Omg. I enjoyed it thoroughly. It was damn good. Just perfect. Good job James Cameron and team! I want to go watch it again with gx. Sam Worthington. He looks good. Haha. Because he looks like Matthew Fox! Apparently he was the Terminator in Terminator Salvation. Not a fan of the Terminator series unfortunately. So I guess James Cameron must have enjoyed working with him. So he cast him at Jake Sully in Avatar. Anyway, the visuals are really good. We sat through the credits. Realised that one reason why it was very good is because Peter Jackson and George Lucas production teams were behind the sounds and visuals etc. 3D takes getting used to. But it is a good movie to watch in 3D I must say. Next 3D movie I want to watch is Alice in Wonderland? The Cheshire Cat is quite scary! And there's Johnny Depp! My favourite. Anyway, I've been watching many movies recently. Watched 3 back to back just a few days ago. Watched Superbad, 17 Again, The Pineapple Express, Confessions of a Shopaholic, The Devil Wears Prada and Mr Woodcock. All are good. If you haven't watched any of it, please do! I especially liked Mr Woodcock and 17 Again. Ok. I know many people have something against Zac Efron. I used to. But that show is really good. And he's really good in it. Haha. That scene when he steps out of the Audi, in his aviators and swings on his leather jacket and is wearing skinny jeans. NICE. There is a sentence from Mr Woodcock that is simply hilarious. "You are a disgrace to all fat and gelatinous, out of shape little kids the world over!" I don't often laugh when watching shows. At least not that loudly. But that scene was the best! Anyway... I think the movie I would recommend everyone try to get hold of is Hotel Rwanda. If you haven't already watched it.
Just came back from my aunty's house today. We spent the entire afternoon making pineapple tarts. The best in the world. Secret recipe. My aunty says I can never sell it unless the profits go to charity. Haha. I'm definitely skilled in baking. LOL. And my jam rolling skills are unmatched. Meanwhile, my brother is good at the rubbing in method, but the flour gets everywhere when he does it. Funny thing... We forgot to bring the tarts back from Punggol. Nice.
Christmas is coming up soon guys. I'm dying in anticipation! P2 chalet tomorrow. Can't wait to see my friends again. (: See you!

3 in the morning

Today was hell of a hectic day. Moved over to my grandma's house while house is under renovation. It's like the good old days, very old days. The 'original' 3 cousins all sleeping in a room. I get the bed since I'm the only female. Had to wake up early to go monitor the movers who came about 2 hours late. At 11pm plus, I was still sitting under the block with my grandfather waiting for the final truck to come. My goodness. So boring. Before that was sitting in Mark's boot. Yes, I was sitting in the boot. Don't ask me why. I was sitting there and singing to myself cos I was so darn bored. I ate a slice of bread for dinner. After everything was shifted and stuff, it was almost 1am and we went to Marsiling for supper. I restrained myself from eating but couldn't help it. The tofu was damn nice. We ordered a lot of food so didn't manage to finish. So right now, I don't want to sleep yet cos I feel guilty about eating so late at night. I really don't want to get fat. And I've only just recovered from my flu so I haven't been able to exercise. NO! I REFUSE TO GET FAT. But Christmas is coming. And I'm making steamed cake and pineapple tarts this weekend. Oh no... That means I'll be eating it. Haha. Dammit! Why is food so good?!

Just realised I haven't showered since this afternoon. Disgusting piece of crap! Haha. Shall do so after waking up la. Look at the time. Such an unholy hour. Yet surprisingly, I'm not feeling that tired. And no way of sleeping now. The boys are playing some Star Wars game on the Xbox. I'm running out of things to do!!!

Goodnight world.

YIJEONG!!!

Rewatching BOF for the second time. HAHAHA. Man, I love it. First thing mummy had to say: "What's with his hair?!" I think Lee Minho looks like a dragon. Peiyi, don't kill me. Haha. But his head is really big and his legs are really scrawny. If I kick his legs real hard, they will snap like a twig! And I really don't see how Jihu is so handsome like how those in the show portray him to be. His eyes are weird and both him and Jandi look like turtles. Mummy is right. Kim Bum looks best. So immaculately dressed all the time and DIMPLES. Dimples are nice :) Oh and I think Monkey has pretty eyes and Junhui looks so good! My mum says she's beautiful. At times, I have to agree.
I realise I get emotional over the show easily. Like I get agitated and shout and curse, especially with Junpyo's evil, witch of a mother. OMG. She just looks evil, doesn't she? If I had a mother like that, I would rather hang myself. Tsk. Argh. See! I get really worked up. Ok. ENOUGH!
Today was shit. The only day he books out and mummy has to do all those funny things. Walau. How can you assume he wants to wash the car for you?! SIGH. She sent Mark, gx and I all the way to Stamford tyres in Tuas to buy her stuff. We had to delay lunch though we were hungry. She made me sit in the carpark for don't know what reason while that dude changed the car battery. Fantastic day man! Can you just sense my enthusiasm?
Tiger Woods has announced a hiatus from pro golf while he settles the scandal and attempts to keep his family together. That's sad. Of course, he brought it on himself, but we must remember that he is human, just like us. It'll be sad to see a beautiful family be broken apart in such a terrible ordeal. I hope things will be resolved in the best way possible and that the media gives his family the privacy they so dearly need. Personally, I think some of those women who have some forward are S*&%$ just looking for the spotlight and hurting his image even more. Low lifes. But of course, what do I know? What do we know? So we should just LEAVE HIM ALONE or focus on his golf. That's enough.
Hmmm. The week has gone by pretty quickly. Monday was the library. Borrowed 2 books. Finished one already and IT WAS GOOD. Yesiree! Cooking for Mr Right. Funny love story. Enjoyed it thoroughly. Tuesday was the OG outing with my OG kids. I was the only OGL there. Haha. Ok la. I think I'm like the Deyong of my OG. More in touch with them. My OG kids have also reduced in numbers. That's expected. But it's nice to talk to them la. Especially the guys. They are very funny people. We played pool. My third time and Brian, who is the pool god, told V that my strokes are better than hers. That's what I call talent. Haha. Thanks man. While it was my shot, I heard the boys talking about something very loudly about some girl not being into younger guys but I just minded my own business. Later on when I got a headache and took a break, they told me that some sec 4 SJI guy "has been checking me out since he arrived". I quote that. Goodness. Do I look so young? But it's obvious that I'm from JC cos Claire was wearing her hockey jersey. I was amused. It felt like the guys were like "protecting" me. Haha. Claire said I shouldn't bother cos he's way too short and ain't that good looking. Of course I'm not interested! They say it's sweet we're still together. Awwww. Yes, I know.
Unfortunately, immediately after playing pool I got a fever. A really high one. Like 39 degrees and over. When I got onto the train I was so mortified that there were no seats. I had to stand from Dhoby Ghaut all the way back. I wanted to faint and was secretly cursing those aunties for taking my potential seats away. I really hate going to the doctor cos I always have to wait for a really really long time. I don't know why the doctor takes so long with other patients. But that day, the only doctor that was open at that time was the one I haven't been to since 2002 and he HAD to be 30 minutes late. In addition to that, I waited for my medication for 10 to 15 minutes. WHY?! So inefficient some people are.
Let's see. The rest of the week is a blur. But yesterday we did something out of the ordinary. We went to the Dairy Farm Adventure Park or whatever it's called. Not sure how long the trail is back and forth, but we spent over 2 hours walking and jogging. Initially I just wanted to walk but seeing Aunty Marion jog, I really felt like it. I didn't push myself though. Don't want to compromise my recovery. Oh man, running up those slopes is really a good work out for your posterior. Haha. My brother's body is aching now. Unfortunately, mine isn't. I miss the feeling of muscle aches. I'm no masochist. My brother says it's because I run a lot so I won't get these aches that often. And I think the sudden increase in exercise after the sedentary A level period made me sick. Aunty Marion says I shouldn't run 5km first but gradually increase although I still can. But if I run 2.4km, that's only 13 minutes plus. What kind of work out is that? Not even 20 minutes, no fat burnt.
Yesterday was also my godsister's first birthday. Ahhhh she's so cute I can just bite her!!!! She wore such a cute dress with a white furry ball pinned in her hair. And she can walk quite well already. I was walking her up and down the function room and in the house until my back hurt. And she finds my painted nails intriguing. She's a funny little thing. If you have a mole, she'll press it with her index finger and say 'mole'. So cute!!!! I have never seen a baby so cute in my life. She is really really the cutest one of them all. So CCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUTTTTTTEEEEEEEE!
Will be looking forward to moving into my grandma's house(hopefully) so that I can watch Poltergeist with Mark. I'm afraid I'll be traumatised again but what the heck. God is always there to protect me, I know (: Also looking forward to my OG outing and another trip to Subway with Jeremy and Mark and then to the library for more books. Soon...It'll be Christmas! Yay! My favourite day of the year! Making pineapple tarts next Saturday (:
Alrighty, time to read my second book. It's another interesting one! (: Goodnight folks!

Attempt number 1, SUCCESS!

Meeting dear Andrea tomorrow! Finally. Been a long time since we've gone out. Gonna celebrate her birthday in advance (: Can't wait! There are many things I'm looking forward to. Hopefully there will be our clique's dinner, both my OGs outings and then soon it's Christmas! My favourite day of the year. And also the time we pack on the extra pounds. So remember to work out! Everyone can afford 30 minutes a day. Everything else is just an excuse. I know cos I always give excuses too. Haha. But it feels good. All the adrenaline and then sore muscles. The best feeling! Gotta regain my fencing legs. That's my aim. Haha.

My house is seriously falling apart, literally. Everything's not working. Now the damn Starhub set top box isn't working :/ Can't wait to move out. THIS SUCKS!!! I want to watch TV!
I've thrown away all of my tutorials already. But to play it safe, I've kept all the lecture notes. Haha. Other stuff giving to some of my OG kids. Oh man, really hope the results are favourable. I'm not asking for 3 As anymore. After some of the damned papers, I really lost that much hope. But I did try so now, just gotta wait and see. And I gotta thank all those who helped me. You guys rock!

Why do people laugh at my dreams of conquering China's market? I want to expand my business there next time. My mum came up with the idea. Both of us will be a force to be reckoned with. Just you wait and see. When I'm successful and loaded, we'll see who's laughing!

Got to start working soon I guess. Can't just laze at home. Need to help my mum cos she's working so hard. Still pulling over 14 hours at work everyday, including Sundays. She asked for my help tomorrow too. But it's simply too short notice and I've already got plans! For Saturday, it's lunch with Jammy(so cute!). Thai food. Yum yum. Tom yam, green curry, spicy mango salad, pat thai... here I come!!!

Now...I want to pledge my support for Tiger Woods. Leave the poor man alone!!! Who are we to pry into his private life. We all love a little gossip but we must know that there is a limit. And it shouldn't be to the extent of breaking up a family. Plus, he is a public figure and well known for his mastery on the fairway so news should only about Tiger Woods, the best golfer in the world and the first billionaire athlete. Even if the allegations about him are true, so what? I'm still going to be a fan of him, not one percent less. The tabloids should really stop their shit. It's a shame that fame comes with such a price. SIGH!

scared scared scared

Last paper tomorrow. SHIT. I'm not prepared, obviously. Just when I'm starting to get a hang on it, it's too late! Damn. Just don't be as hard as 08 paper please ): 07 was still ok. Sigh! What time is it now? 2140. I got another 2 hours to recap all the 300 odd questions I've attempted(and some failed). I see a lot of repeated questions from the prelim papers. I hope some of those come out. Just sub the numbers inside and wham!

I'm moving soon! Hopefully to Fraser Suites. Then I can have access to pool and gym. Can work out everyday to get my pre-A body back. AH sometimes I feel so out of shape. So annoying ):
Ok la. Now's not the time to be annoyed by these kinda things. It's time to be annoyed by my favourite subject. Wish me luck. I sure need it.

Physics frenzy

Studying at RP library alone today. I love it here. Not too quiet, not too noisy. Not too cold, not too warm. Not too empty, not too crowded. And there's natural sunlight peeking through the glass windows behind me. Yes, it is my favourite library! If AC's library was this awesome, I wouldn't mind travelling to school everyday. Having tuition here later too. Too lazy to go home. Just had Subway lunch with Jeremy. I think my hair smells like Subway already. Haha.
Okay back to studying. How I love just talking to myself (:

Stay strong! (:

I love the library

For hope is but the dream of those that wake.
I can't wait till Monday is over. There are many things I want to do. But first, I want to take time off for myself. Give myself time to sleep. I'm still waking up relatively earlier, compared to SOME PEOPLE. Haha. Sleeping after midnight and waking up at 9. I wake up at 7 and I literally force myself back to sleep. I woke up at 10:44am yesterday. My gosh, it felt good. I went to Woodlands library to mug alone and read some books. Oh man, I love reading. I'm going to the library often after Monday to read silently in the corner beside that potted plant. It shall be my haven (:
Meanwhile, been trying physics. Hard la. I feel so frustrated with myself, but I really want to try. Shit. Why didn't I give it my best before? Now I have no one to blame but myself. I feel demoralized each time I can't do the bloody paper. I'm giving myself a hard time and I don't handle stress well. So yes, I feel like turd -.-
Ghim taught me physics today. Very patiently. I was surprised. He should seriously consider being a tuition teacher. Well, bless him. He has really helped me a lot these pass 2 weeks. And he has also offered me a lot of encouragement in terms of econs and chemistry. At least he found it hard. Means nj people also find it hard la. At least I still got hope then. Haha. Thanks.
Tomorrow shall go RP to study after breakfast and have lunch with my beloved brother. Subway here I come! I seriously cannot get sick of it (: Then there's tuition. Sigh. I hope all this will prepare me just a little bit for Monday. It's like major cramming. 2 years worth of crap all in 5 days? Well, at least I kinda understand Superposition and circuits now. He is seriously better than our physics teacher. Like a gazillion times. Sometimes the teacher you have can really make or break you. And although they like to say that you are fully accountable for your studies but how do you expect me to do well when I have such substandard resources. She doesn't even turn up for consultations. I cannot accept that. But at the same time I also pity her. So I don't know what to say now. But life isn't easy, it wasn't meant to be. You have to work hard to get what you want. And if you ask me now if I think I can pass, I'd say that I don't deserve to pass. Because I haven't put in the effort. And I can't expect things to work out perfectly for me all the time. It isn't O levels. Not doing your work in secondary school and just reading the textbook one day before the paper can still get you a B3. Decent. Try this crap now and see what you get. The A level paper 1 isn't easy either. I tried the 08 paper and compared to schools' prelim papers, it's really hell. But shall not give up too easily. I'm not one to. Or rather I want to believe that I'm not.

Was having a talk with my mum about the future and what I want to do with my career. Of course everyone wants to do what they would enjoy doing. And I would really want to do something either in fashion or food. I am dead serious. I know a lot of people think that it's not viable and there's no guarantee in these industries but I sincerely believe I can do it and do it well. I have my mum's support so what else do I really need? I really want to do it! Do you think I'm crazy? The future isn't far away and it's really about time I start thinking seriously what I wanna do. I don't want to end up in the army like what my Godma asked me to do. She said people like me will excel in the army. Yeah... Haha. Actually I don't know either. When I was really young, I wanted to serve NS cos my Godma was then a Captain and I thought it was so cool. I used to go to SAFTI's Open House every year or something. And I got to fire the SAR 21, ride in a tank, sit in some plane. Was so cool. I thought that was the life for me. Haha. But now, though I still like the tough ass stuff, I guess what my mum said was right. I can't always be a tomboy. So JIA JUAN, if you are reading this, one day you will become more feminine. Haha. And I will make you wear a mini skirt one day I swear! (:
Alright, back to studying. Shall finish another paper. Goodnight!

I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.

It's not over, till it's over

Today was the 'last paper'. I'm so 'free' now. So 'free' that I'm here talking to myself again after a 2 month hiatus. But I don't care. Haha. Ok I'm like so retard talking to myself. That's sad.
I'm having conflicting emotions now. I don't know if I should be happy. A lot of the papers sucked, like hell. And I really don't know where I stand in this entire cohort. If I find it hard, how about others? I'm not talking about RJ or HC. Neither do I claim to be anywhere close to their standard. But...ARGH! I don't know. I keep saying "I don't know". And I'm really not joking about considering retaking if I don't do well. I know I didn't give myself a fair chance at performing my best for the A's, unlike the O's. How I wasted the J1 year, I really regret it. But there's nothing I can do about it. So I really tried my best. If it's not enough, then that's too bad I guess. I know this isn't the fullest of my potential. And considering I picked up like ALL of last year's syllabus just this year, I've got to pat myself on the back. For goodness sake, I couldn't even do partial fractions last year la -.- Laugh and mock all you want, but it's the fact. So yes, I am proud of what I have accomplished. But I'm not proud of what I did last year. That's why I keep reminding my dear OG kids to study. There is seriously no time. 2 years passes so quickly, you just don't know what hit you till you're on the ground begging for mercy. Haha. Wow. What a long paragraph!

School is exciting, I must say. Although I'm not the biggest fan of it due to particular reasons, I think I will miss it. All the times py and I behave like typical girls. Haha. Yes! I behave like a typical girl sometimes. I'm sure there are people who don't know me and eavesdrop on our conversations and think "Such bimbos". Once Monday's paper is over, there will be no more entertaining people to enrich our lives. Oh man... I will miss those times. I will miss my classmates. Some. Haha. I will miss walking between classes and bumping into people ): I will miss making fun of py when her face turns red when she passes SOMEONE. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait for 4p2 chalet! Although I probably won't be able to stay over, but still... I miss my class! If only I had a class like that in JC, I would have been so satisfied with my whole JC life. Not saying that our clique isn't as nice la. Just that it's not the entire class. And it's sad, considering how my AC life started so well with the OG. I've also got to know so many other people, especially during Orientation 09. It was the best experience I had in AC, and I'm happy I got to be part of it. The people were really nice, and my OG rocks. I made friends. Accomplishment. And I will never forget Adam and Victor's comment. But hey, they can't deny they enjoyed cheering with me, despite my height. Haha.

Argh I can't stand it. This post is way too long. And I shouldn't take H1 for granted. I shall attempt to do 2 MCQs per day at least for the next week. I seriously still believe I've got a hidden talent in physics. No joke. If I did my work, that is. But I don't. Never have, even in BP. Now I suffer. But it's okay. I make mistakes. But my attempts now are a testament to my attitude. Haha. I try.

You now have sorrow; but I will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.

My saviour!

That girl is my saviour. She sure is. I feel really relieved and less stressed now. Was afraid I might have to go out and shop but now I can rest assured I have something to wear. And it will match g(x)'s. Ok so cheesy? No, so sweet. He will look very handsome in his blue Zara shirt and grey tie and I will be his best accessory. Or is it the other way round? Ok vice versa then (:

I have a feeling I had problem sleeping last night because Mark told me that AE didn't confirm the orders with him and the stuff might be OOS. I was anxious. Call me a typical girl but what if I had nothing to wear?! Haha. Ok. But I'm not typical.

I gotta thank Cass too. She helped me find that person. And gave me some very nice blogshops to look at. Phew!

Studied with Jia Wei today. Tried veggie patty sub today. It was GOOOOOD. It doesn't taste like veggie though. Think I might have it again soon. So good! Jia Wei said I'm not fat, nor skinny. I'm 'healthy' verbatim. Thanks ar... He is so slack la. But very determined. He is like the slack version of xy. Both don't like to give up on questions they can't solve initially. Sigh. Why can't I be like them? This holiday is really passing very quickly. It's already soon to be Friday and I haven't completed my 07 paper 1 and the pure math section of paper 2. And there are blanks in 08 paper. Haha. So xy can help me tomorrow. Ok, I guess I got to start mugging again. ):

Peiyi says Lee Min Ho is coming to Singapore soon. I told her to stake out at the airport. Haha. Ok la. I got hooked on the show really fast. It was just so amusing to look at LMH's hair. As for my brother, he was looking at the girls la. But I got to admit that Monkey was really pretty. And good personality. I like her. She looks like Denise Keller, only prettier. (:

Look at me procrastinating. I got an obsession with clothes that I will never buy. How I wish I were a model. I would steal a few pieces of clothes that I model. In fact, I think I would make a better model than some I've seen. Too bad I'm so short and have 'big' thighs (to me). Why are models so skinny? They don't have 'real' bodies. How many people are that skinny?! Not many. So why don't they let people with 'real' bodies model? Sigh. The irony of it all...

Bye Bye Blackbird ):

Peiyi and I went to catch Public Enemies yesterday. Because of Johnny. He is really a good actor. We want to steal the movie poster (: It's a true story!
John Dillinger is a captivating and sweet bank robber who has a soft-spot for women. And the police are nitwits. The ending was really sad. Of course Johnny dies, betrayed by a friend. And the last words were "Tell Billie for me, "Bye bye Blackbird." Ok, I understand if you don't understand. That's why you should watch it. Then you will go..."Aww. That was so sweet." Then feel like crying. Especially to girls in love with Johnny Depp. Haha.
People need to watch this instead of nonsense like Revenge of the Fallen. Public Enemies and Ice Age 3! No offence. It's just personal preference.

I am so happy to pass my first ever math test. Thank you to everyone who has helped me. (:

I just want to let you know that I am behind you a hundred per cent. I don't blame you. It must have been difficult.

SLAM!

OK. I don't know who passerby is, but all I have to say is... Whatever. People have different opinions. However, mine is clearly stated. And passerby TWO, thanks. That's exactly what I thought about the whole issue too. I might not like Michael Bay's work so much but...Oh well. He's got a point. She...should be more appreciative and respectful.

On a different note: Peiyi! Remember... Today you saw someone. It's a good day. Keep on it on D.L! (:

Sorry to my beloved g(x). If I passed you the flu. I know it's tough for you, but hang in there! JIAYOU!!! 3 weeks down already (:

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

I watched this much awaited show on opening day and I still can't get over it. It's been over a week now. Still...I can't get over it. I can't get over how disappointing and dumb it is. While it might appeal to the hardcore, adrenaline junkie Transformer fan, anyone else with a good eye for movies will probably tell you it ain't something special. Far too long, all 149 minutes of it is filled with noise and a barely there plot filled with a thousand and one loopholes. A shame considering the first Transformers was really good. Of course, you have to give Michael Bay credit for the special effects, those were great. But you can't make a good movie with just good CGI.

I'm sure I'm not alone when I say I didn't quite understand what was happening. The whole storyline -if any- was messy. Not good.

The movie was too sexed up. As I said, too many sluts. Even Decepticons want some action in this show. And to this day, I do not understand the red blooded male who says that Megan Fox is hot. Is she, really? Lip injections, rhinoplasty, boob job...

Read this somewhere:

"her lips are &*%&%&% RIDICULOUS, they look like puss filled worms on her face.. in the transformers movie, you can see where they were injected.. they look so disgusting, like they're going to pop."

Response: "ITA. You have such a way with words that it moves me." (THIS IS HILARIOUS!)

Too little Josh! Haha. Hilarious.

Too many stupid jokes. Ok...I can't deny I enjoyed some of it. But since when did Decepticons have balls? :/ Sam's parents are hilarious too. Michael Bay obviously decided to make this one much more comical than the first. In fact, the only things I took back from the show were the dumb jokes. And one more question... How does Mikaela's white pants keep so clean despite falling and rolling in sand and dust? Haha.

I say... 2.5 stars.

Read this somewhere. Funny!

Maybe it's the fault of us fans for letting our guard down and liking the first movie the way we did. Maybe that gave Michael Bay the incentive to push just how much crap he can shove down people's throats. I feel like I graciously lowered my expectations to accommodate him, only to have it dawn on me when it's already too late that I was low enough for him to urinate on. Now I'm covered in piss and I'm angry. Michael Bay didn't rape my childhood. He raped my time.

Ok, I guess I'm just bored. So I'm being extra harsh. H1N1 is such a pain.

The Man In The Mirror

June 25, 2009. The most tragic day in entertainment history. The loss of the greatest pop icon, the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. Like millions, I grew up listening to MJ's music. Like millions, I watched in awe with every move he made. However, his life was not all glitz and glamour. Soon, his personal life overshadowed his music. With his numerous cosmetic surgeries, rumours of skin bleaching and child molestation making headlines, MJ was now 'Wacko Jacko'. Yes, he was quirky. But there was not a shadow of a doubt that he was an amazing artiste. I don't care what anyone says, HE IS AMAZING. To hear such horrible things said about him upon the time of his death shocks me. People have no respect. I even wonder if they have a heart. Did I cry? Yes, I did, like the millions of people who mourn his passing. I know, I don't know him. It didn't stop me from crying when Steve Irwin died, or when Heath Ledger died. It's because they had influence. Profound influence. And when GOOD people like them are taken away, it is a loss. We will always remember him. Rest in peace MJ. This is for you...

Like a comet blazing 'cross the evening sky

Gone too soon

Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye

Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright

Here one day, gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight on a cloudy afternoon

Gone too soon

Like a castle built upon a sandy beach

Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach

Gone too soon

Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight

Here one day, gone one night

Like a sunset dying with the rising of the moon

Gone too soon, gone too soon...

I CAN DO IT!

Last paper tomorrow. I can't wait...
for it to be over!
Today's papers were ok but not ok. I really don't know what to make of it. I'm sure people like Xiang yi will be smiling away cos I'm pretty sure the math was supposed to be easy. But for me... haha. Hopefully my stats were ok?
Can't wait for the Ajisen after the paper. And Flyer with Peiyi. Why noone else wanna go? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! Then it's just the 2 of us. Couple couple again huh. HAHA. Watch out peiyi!

Go MAD, go!

HELLO!

yes, it's been awhile since I've last updated this thing which only a handful of people read. haha. must be all the work. life's been hectic. but it will all be worth it. or rather, i hope it will be.

let's see...

CROSS COUNTRY
we ate at crystal jade before x-country. i ate 8 dumplings. yummy yummy! i wondered how i was going to run after that.
bishan park was scorching. i swear i was going to get another heat stroke.
mrs kelvyna chan prayed for better weather and 5 mins later the clouds came. hooray for that.
after i finished the 3.3km (without walking because i want to retain my pride) in 148th place, it started pouring down like hell. the tent had no space left for me to squeeze into. so i was half in half out. then i looked behind me and saw white things being swept upwards from the grass. shredded paper, i thought. NO! MOTHS! MOTHS! MOTHS! you evil creatures!
I ran to the first aid tent and people were screaming at me, "There are moths on your whole back!" Holy shit.
Ran to Thoburn tent to look for my bag. Couldn't find it. Everyone's bags were being submerged in big puddles. and mine was definitely at the bottom of the stack. but i still couldnt find it. Kris had it. Thank you, Kris.
I spent a lot of time under the void deck waiting for py. chatted with ervin. found out some scandalous details. tsk. endede up going for og outing. as in daimyo outing. not epee.

Epee OG outing
we went to mind cafe to play games. before that was mac. everyone trying to guess who mr ervin has a crush on. haha. played brainless games. always very fun. risk. 3 way alliance with valentino and ervin. fear me, people!

although sometimes things suck like hell, everything just falls into place. and we just get better. (:

anyway, valentines day was fantastic. how can it not be with someone like him? (:

Superhuman

OGL camp for the next 3 days.
My sword looks like crap. I'm thankful I didn't cut myself with the darn penknife.

Sad day. Sucky sucky SUCKY.
But thank you for an amazing holiday. I never wanted the holidays so badly.

you changed my whole life
don't know what you're doing to me with your love...
my only weakness is you
only reason is you
every minute with you I feel like I can do anything.