Boredom

Today was the most shit day at work. It's the QAQC thing. It's killing me. I only went through 1.5 files in like 2 hours? I don't know. I just can't keep myself awake doing it. It's insanely monotonous -.-
Aiya... The office is like shit now. All the 'politics'. People being mean to each other. I am quite pissed actually. Oh well.

Anyways... SMU called me up for an interview today. I wasn't expecting it so soon. Application isn't even closed yet. I was thinking of going to Fun-O-Rama or something but doesn't seem like I can anymore la. Plus after the interview, I have to go home fast and prepare for Commissioning Ball. Must do hair and make-up. Shall attempt to look older. I hope I'm not the only retard wearing a gown. Somemore mine is mermaid style. Drags on the floor. Please pray for me that I won't fall. SIGH! I don't wanna look like an idiot!

Suffering now. Think Tony was very thoughtful. He boiled water for me this noon. Thanks! But I don't drink from styrofoam cups! The boiling water melts something and my green tea turns yellow. It doesn't do it when I drink out of my mug. Therefore, the styrofoam is melting. Chemicals! Not good.

2200 hours. Time to sleep!

Allow us to be FRANK

He is so... FUNNY! Is he dumb? Haha. No no, I really think he is trying to act cute. And my fellow Operations Control Officer, please don't lie! I know you love his "gorgeous face". Now the whole world knows! It's really entertaining when he appears huh. And you always see us eating cos you come whenever we need to eat. He told my mum the "cute Chinese girl from the pump room gave this[raincoat] to me" and then winked at her. Wa if he knew that I'm her daughter he wouldn't say that lor. Sure get whacked by my mum.

Went down to the tailor for gown fitting yesterday. When I was reaching, I called the guy and guess what... The seamstress went home already. WTH... I was already at Tanglin Mall. Waste my mum's petrol lor. He should refund me the amount for petrol and the implicit costs, which include the opportunity cost of time! I could've been home earlier and slept earlier. Do you know I have to wake up at 0430 hours everyday? Do you think I enjoy it? NO! That day I was so bloody tired, I couldn't keep my balance and walked into the cupboard ok... I still have the bruise as evidence!

Facial just now. SHIOK! Slept damn well. Did waxing also. My mum said I cannot go to the company BBQ looking like that. She asked me to put some make up on so I don't look sick all the time. I look sick meh? Since when? My skin got alot of colour. Got tan and red from pimples. Anyway, waxing is very nice la. The nice kind of pain I find. But today not painful at all. And her wax applicator is damn cool. Looks like a glue gun. Haha. The wax was nice and warm! Tomorrow's BBQ is at Fraser Suites. Spent like $1000 on booze today. We already have 400 over cans of beer in the store room. Not enough! Apparently they drink like fish. The women can drink 5 cans. There's a guy who said he can drink 2 bottles of wine. Seriously?!

GW caused a blackout! I don't care. Retribution from taking company water. Haha! 182, please wear your safety glasses more often.

Who the hell

This morning, he gave me an odd look. Both of them actually. Those Norwegian guys. They are very funny. I'm still trying to figure out which cartoon character that guy looks like. Like we said, not Danny Fenton. Danny Fenton is too good looking. Haha. I love Danny Fenton. It is Fenton right? Not Phantom? Ok... So I obviously don't love him enough to know his surname.

Went to work at 0530 again. Slept for a measly 5 hours then work for 12 hours. So sian. I hate it when they don't give me something to do. Sitting quietly makes me very sleepy and you shouldn't be caught dozing off at work. It's bad! What if they cut my pay huh?!

Anyway, I feel pretty troubled now over something. Really don't know what to say. It's like... I feel a bit hurt by it? I didn't mean to do anything to offend or upset anyone but apparently I did. Maybe it's my mistake though I don't see it as a big deal. I really never did anything on purpose so what is there to 'ren'? Sigh. Ok la... Since we were never 'friends', I shouldn't bother feeling too down by it also. I don't know... I haven't said a single bad thing about it so of course I feel like a fucking piece of shit now just wondering what the hell I did. Wish I could understand. Maybe I'm just unlikeable. That would explain the number of friends I have. You really start to wonder who they really are. I hope I have at least one person who thinks I am something more. If not, I will be sorry to say that what my Mummy said was true... Friends never last. Only your family will be there. Haiya. Fuck it. Now I don't know whether I'm upset or pissed or what la. I don't even care who reads this now! I deserve to have a medium to rant too!

Obsessing

Everyday is Youtube day now. We keep watching MVs, interviews and all other things BSB while the boats are out. Their music is so damn good! We keep singing in the pump room and acting retarded when no one is around. If they knew what the hell we were doing, they'd think we were crazy. Haha. BSB kept our anxiety and nervousness over the results away. Well, turns out the results are really so-so. Nothing great, nothing bad. Mrs Singh hinted to that I got an A for GP so I wasn't surprised. I EXPECTED IT. Haha. Please la, my GP how zai. I work too damn hard to not get an A. Bet it was my amazing essay man. Cos I definitely screwed up the compre and AQ. My surprises were in the 3 H2s. I felt like I screwed all of them up. Econs I left like 12 marks worth completely blank, Chem paper 3 was crap cos I did the first question and Math... Let's not get started. I only started doing my Math when Stats started in J2 la. I'm so stupid! I shall conveniently leave out Physics now :)

Went to buy some whitening cream for my face man... I'm getting so tanned from the cycling. It took me a year to get rid of my tan lines and now they are back in 2 weeks despite the use of sun block. GREAT. Just great... SIGH!

Anyway, just something random...
I THINK 'HEY SOUL SISTER' IS THE MOST AWESOME SONG IN A LONG TIME!

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you
And so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moon beam
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind
Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Heeey heeeey heeeey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind le me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection, we can't deny
I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna
And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Well you can cut a rug
Watching you is the only drug I need
So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I cant be
I want the world to see you'll be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)

Straight through my heart

Backstreet's back, ALRIGHT! The concert was awesome like hell. HAHA. It didn't start too well cos Peiyi and Melissa bought their tickets together, so I was sitting with them. I was sitting all alone on row L, they at S. My seat was closer, but they had the aisle seats with a better view of the whole stage. I went over to sit with them first until someone rightfully claimed their seat. When I did go back to my seat, this couple was sitting there. It is so obviously my seat, for goodness sake, I was ushered there. And that woman still had the guts to tell me that I am in the wrong section. Yeah right... I went to look for the usher to chase her away but by the time we got there, she was long gone. So angry.


Ok, so anyway, about 15 minutes pass 8pm, we heard screams. That's their arrival. And then all hell broke loose! People stood up on the chairs. When they appeared on stage, people started running forward. I stood on the chair la. Cos if not I pay $151 for what... Then I received a sms from Melissa asking me to come to the front, right in the middle and so...I DID! But the security stopped me so I took a D-tour to the left side of the stage, then squeezed through the seats and I was back to the middle. I ran right pass security when he had his back turned. Anyway, to the thing that matters most... The Backstreet Boys! They can really really sing! They aren't like those crappy artistes who can't genuinely sing. They can sing and dance simultaneously really well too. So yes, the $151 was definitely worth it. If they come back again, I won't hesitate to buy another $151 ticket. Haha. Wow. And Howie looks really good! AJ is fat (this is to spite py!), Brian's voice is fantastic and Nick is just really tall! Haha. We were just 3m away from them. We took photos and videos. Hmmm... Should I upload? Maybe next time. Gotta sleep soon anyway. So the bottom line is... BSB is the best! :D


After the concert, we went back to the 276. Ended up sleeping at close to 1am and waking up at 430am. Yes, that's life for me. Sad one. Waking up at 430am everyday and being at work by 530am. Sick. Now I feel a little sick. Must be getting used to waking so early. Sigh. Well, at least I have py working there with me and not some other stranger. The job is ok. It's not tiring or anything. The only problem is the toilet issue. We have to cycle back to the office just to use the ladies. I think it's a 800m to 1km journey to the office. We cycle back and forth about 6 times daily. My thighs are much toner now. Haha.


Met some nice people there at work. Some interesting characters definitely. Every morning got show to watch that to him. Haha. Ok la. He's very loud and stuff but I'm sure deep down inside he is really nice. I saw that when he helped carry my bike over the slag holders when the lorry was blocking the way. Haha. He called me a freaking smurf! Small, cute and blue. Damn those coveralls! It was a good joke though. Haha. Oh well...

My experience staying onboard an oil rig was amazing! I really find them beautiful. One big structure of beautiful metal. It's just really interesting. I like it! If only my Physics was a little better, I might consider doing offshore or mechanical engineering. But looks like I'm more interested in my baking and fashion so I shall just stick to that.
I will miss the danger whenever I climb up the gangway and up the steps and narrow stairs. I will miss the gym that only I use. I will miss that bed I slept on. I haven't slept on a proper bed since I moved to my grandma's. I think that was the sole reason I stayed there, other than the food! The cooks are really nice and they make a mean nasi goreng. Fantastic! And the Danish rice pudding is the best dessert ever. I'm trying to get the recipe off one of the cooks through FB. Haha. Hope he tells me. Can get rich selling that man. I suspect I might have gained like 1kg? I'm not sure. When I weighed myself there on the rig, I was 44.4kg. DIE DIE DIE. No kidding.


The movie collection there is also pretty large. Py and I watched "The Pursuit of Happyness", "17 Again" and "He's Just Not that Into You". The latter is pretty scary. You see all the shenanigans that guys get into. If I had a guy like the character Bradley Cooper played, I'd kick him to the curb that very second without so much as thought. In a second! Haha. Haiyo, that woman is damn slutty :( Scary!


You know what else is scary? Tomorrow! Cos results are out tomorrow. Sigh... I really have no idea how I did. Not even the slightest clue cos I can't really gauge anything. I don't know who I'm up against out there. I know my heart will pound really hard tomorrow. Let's all pray for each other, shall we? :)