This morning, he gave me an odd look. Both of them actually. Those Norwegian guys. They are very funny. I'm still trying to figure out which cartoon character that guy looks like. Like we said, not Danny Fenton. Danny Fenton is too good looking. Haha. I love Danny Fenton. It is Fenton right? Not Phantom? Ok... So I obviously don't love him enough to know his surname.
Went to work at 0530 again. Slept for a measly 5 hours then work for 12 hours. So sian. I hate it when they don't give me something to do. Sitting quietly makes me very sleepy and you shouldn't be caught dozing off at work. It's bad! What if they cut my pay huh?!
Anyway, I feel pretty troubled now over something. Really don't know what to say. It's like... I feel a bit hurt by it? I didn't mean to do anything to offend or upset anyone but apparently I did. Maybe it's my mistake though I don't see it as a big deal. I really never did anything on purpose so what is there to 'ren'? Sigh. Ok la... Since we were never 'friends', I shouldn't bother feeling too down by it also. I don't know... I haven't said a single bad thing about it so of course I feel like a fucking piece of shit now just wondering what the hell I did. Wish I could understand. Maybe I'm just unlikeable. That would explain the number of friends I have. You really start to wonder who they really are. I hope I have at least one person who thinks I am something more. If not, I will be sorry to say that what my Mummy said was true... Friends never last. Only your family will be there. Haiya. Fuck it. Now I don't know whether I'm upset or pissed or what la. I don't even care who reads this now! I deserve to have a medium to rant too!
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