Go on... Make my day.

The thought of SSP is really wonderful. Oh yes. HAHA.
I'm sure I'll have to go. I mean, the closest to a pass I can get is for econs.
Oh well. I told myself I will have no regrets. So I won't. No use crying over spilled milk. I WILL DO BETTER. This is the way I psycho myself to achieve. It's worked before, and it will work again. My faith is strong! :D Until then, it's out with the old and in with the new. Nerdyworld, here I come! As Kenny said, I am the master geek after all. :) May the force be with you. HA! Star Wars. Love it.

Let me chronicle the exam week. I left my house at 615 everyday when traffic is, you may say, non-existent. And mummy keeps turning into KAP's Mac. Seriously, fast food will clog up my arteries and add another thick layer of blubber on my already expanding thighs! LOL. I exaggerated that but... Everyone, please stop eating too much deep-fried goodness. It kills. Watch Supersize Me and you will understand.
When I reach school, I am quite literally the first few in the hall. So I catch up on last minute memorising, which I suck at. Looking back at the O levels, I really don't understand how I managed to memorise those History essays on Pacific War and USSR stuff. Memorising gets you no where! I memorised the wrong SS topic. Wasted my precious time! But still, A1 baby! That's the sheer genius of me. LOL. Full of nonsense, able to deduce or make up my own factors. YEAH. Actually, I think I can write a lot of nonsense. Forever writing nonsense. Sometimes no link also but still I write. To the point of hua she tian zu also. LOL. I don't know if I used that properly but whatever. Give me props for trying. AH! Chinese oral on Tuesday. MUMMY! I'm gonna make a fool out of myself. CRAP.
The badminton hall is freaking cold. And because the papers are so FON, I keep drinking water. Otherwise, I'll just be staring blankly at the paper or spinning my pen. Drink water= need for the ladies'. I hate the air con. We shouldn't be using it anyway. Killing the planet. Poor planet Earth. Tsk.
First day GP and MT. I can't believe I finished my AQ. So surprising. But my summary is screwed up. I think I used too much of my own words until it looks nothing like what the passage was talking about already. HA! And Chinese. That's the most horrible 3 hours of my life. Let's see, I spend hell of a lot of time reading just one passage and yet I understand less than 50% of what is said? Then the compo was what is considered a "xing fu mei man and sheng huo". Money, friends, family, health, good job? That was the easiest question. I finished in 45 minutes cos my train of thoughts was disrupted by the freezing environment and the immense urge to relieve myself. LOL.
Day 2: What a killer day. Math and chemistry. Enough said.
Day3: Econs. Haha. I hardly studied for it. How do you study for econs?! Enlighten me. Thankfully I have been reading the newspaper everyday so I know what are the factors that affect the prices of food and oil. There's the supply factor. Like the competitive supply blah blah blah. Natural disasters in rice producing countries. Biofuel etc. HAHA. All those hours reading the newspaper finally reaps its benefits!
Day 4: NO PAPER. I set my alarm for 10am. It went off but of course I switched it off and slept another 30min. I spent awhile the night before studying for physics. PHYSICS! Really, I should have taken lit. I'm sure I would do much better at lit. I don't mean to boast, but I really do have somewhat of the flair for it. HAHA. What a joke... At about 9pm, I just started reading the final chapter which is Work, energy, power. Then I realised... It's really nothing like O levels syllabus. HA! Room 5.12 said we studied before. No offence, but I don't think so ma'am.
Day 5: I was walking to my death. I didn't give up. More like, I know I can't pass physics for nuts. At least not this time. And considering the teacher. SIGH! It's disappointing. Yet, I didn't give up. At least I studied and learned more than what the teacher taught me. I studied all the way to "hell's" gate. LOL. I finally remembered what Newton's law states. But it didn't come out. This paper I finished in 40min cos there are blanks everywhere! NEVER MIND! Let's not talk about it anymore.

After the paper, I waited alone at the station for Nat for half an hour or something? Listening to my new songs. I really like "Us Against the World". It's damn nice. Haha. Can't I like boyband songs? They have all the cheesy love songs. But still... Two thumbs up. Oh then Arthas (I dunno how to spell his name) joined me for a minute. I think he's quite nice lor (what do you have to say about that, Kenny?). But I prefer to call him Ho Shiun. Anyway, I think he's quite blind. I look better in primary school? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! And sorry... But I forgot that you were in 5/9 also. I thought you were in 5/10. Haha. He seemed quite shocked that I forgot. I just remember that he was like the fastest sprinter in school or something like that. Smart and athletic. Wah. Singing his praises. I better stop it.
We went to Marina Square to look for Alicia's present. We lied to her, saying that we're going home to change. She called me while I was there and I said I was at home! HAHA. This is called, karma. What goes around comes around. Anyway, Nat. You are a lousy liar. But thankfully, Alicia didn't spot all the loopholes. And I loved the double berry ice cream. AH! I need to exercise. We ate at Shokudo or something like that. Ha. Then we watched Driving Lessons. I thoroughly enjoyed sitting beside Marcus! HAHA. Do I sound like some perv? I don't care. He just smells so good. Man, you smell good. All guys should smell like that. The world would be a better place cos all B.O will be gone. Ok, I am a bit crazy. Or rather, mad, now. Only now. LOL.
The movie is filled with the F bomb. But it's freaking genius. A smart show. I couldn't understand some parts though. Too smart for Singapore audience I think. And there was an exciting part as Kenny pointed out afterwards. Ha! Marcus went to sing at some open mic thing at the Esplanade? I hope it went well! I think his voice can melt the hearts of all girls. Heh...

Then it was farewell. Rushed home cos I needed the toilet again-.- There's really something wrong with me. I know it.

I was damn happy when I heard Spain won Russia. It was in the car just at the traffic light beside school. I hit the dashboard in excitement. HAHA. Insanely happy for them. MUACKS! Spain! I really can't be bothered who wins. I'm torn! Maybe I should just go flip a coin. Spain and Germany have been my favourites since I started watching soccer. I always liked Spain. But they always don't win. Germany always in top 4 at least or what. Spain's the favourite to win. Yeah. I shall support them. Although I'll be asleep. Or maybe I'll be thinking of them then can't sleep. Or like the other day. I woke up at 2 plus. Just when one of their matches was supposed to start. Haiya. David Villa not playing. -.- OH WELL. Go SPAIN! I LOVE SPAIN. *Cheers*

Today something dumb happened. Woke up bright and early for LIFE. Travelled about an hour to Queenstown. CLOSED! What the... So I went back all the way to Woodlands. It was still early so I went to the library alone to read books. Ah. Noisy people. Cannot shut up is it? Really feel like using masking tape to shut their traps. Such a nice book but I couldn't concentrate any longer so I left in an hour. My brother has been bugging me forever to buy KFC for him. So being a very nice, caring, loving sister, I bought it for him. XD
I can't stand it when they look at me. I really do not know them. To think they were just classmates or just a class away in primary school and they are involved in such activities now. Seriously. What's happening with the youths of today?!

Smoking kills.
Don't.
But then again, it's not any of my business. If you wanna kill yourself then whatever.

Here's something I found really motivating and inspirational when Adidas first came up with it. It was brought up again during devotions.

"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it.
Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion.
Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare.
Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing."


Don't give up on what you believe in.
I'm not...