Restless.

Thanks guys for that red hot THING and the Nike. I have had my sight set on that for ages. The Nike, not the red THING but thanks anyway. But why me la? You all have that impression of me is it? T.T
Lol. Never mind. I'll use it. Since it's my favourite colour (:
And you guys lied to me T.T Quite well done though. I didn't expect that surprise. Good liars (:
But really I'm touched. And Andrea, the card's really nice. Hope we can catch up more often. And even though you're not in AC, you're still one of the remaining OG members =X
Deyong, you didn't have to reveal your sexy leg hair to me. It's ok. I know you're sorry for the trauma you put me through. LOL. At least you didn't wear shorts.
NATALIE,
You look damn cute with your orange flower patch! We were looking out for you. Ok, you're smaller than me so I'm entitled to say this - Although you are small, you were somehow very prominent. YAY! (: Good job!

M.I.A Kenny and JiaYi.
At least we took a picture with Kenny. Lol. I know you wanna stand with me la. So bad ask Deyong to move. Haha. Wow. And you actually took out the red hot THING. Daring leh. Make me so embarrassed.
And JiaYi. ): Where were you?! Ah but I spotted you today. (:
Anyway, Deyong, you still owe us ice cream. I won't forget that.

OH TODAY! What a ______ __ day. Seriously dude, hands off. DON'T PUSH IT. I have my limits. You are really lucky I didn't say anything to your face. I can't believe it la. NO ONE does that but YOU!!! I'm gonna stop using it. I can't take it anymore. I try my best ok. If I had a choice now I would choose to never have to communicate with you again. But I can't, I don't have a choice. Can't wait for this year to be over.

The highlight of my day was...SUBWAY. Yeah so you can imagine what it has been for me. Talking to py about how I felt was really good. At least she knows my frustration about that issue I just mentioned above. And more of course- since she's such a good friend to me. And of course how can I forget Kenny. You really know what to say, friend. I know we always talk alot of nonsense - and it's nice- but when it's time to be serious, I really appreciate and value the things that you have to say.

Iqah and I were on the topic of trust. And it really does hit home. I mean...Yeah. Some things are really hard to explain. How can you actually know if you can trust someone? Or rather, are you willing to give that person a shot? You get hurt, the other person gets hurt when the trust is taken for granted. But what if you could've but didn't? That's the million dollar question.
Haha. Getting too philosophical or something. I better stop it.

I massaged my mummy just now. She hasn't come home so early in ages. So I had a shock when someone rushed me out of the toilet again. Yeah. And I found out stuff from her about a particular person. You know, whatever. There's really something wrong with you. You haven't learnt your lesson. And if it's true. Don't you hurt her feelings. Cos you'll be the biggest bastard on this planet.

Ah.
So much beauty in life. Shining on the outside, empty on the inside.

Blackout

Met Andrea to shop. I haven't seen her in awhile. And she's such a nice shopping buddy. She tempted me with the fried mars bars. Walau. Trying to make me fat ar, babe? But the coffee was just nice. Though I bet it's fattening too. CRAPPPPP! Ate so much unhealthy stuff today ARGH!

Mission sorta accomplished. There were no nice dresses. All shapeless bags again. Either that or too sexy and revealing and that's not my style. I always dress super decently. I bet if I wore anything too "out there" my friends will laugh at me. And I can already imagine Kenny giving me funny looks. No no. Cannot. I will feel too exposed anyway.

LOL. Andrea! Your shades very nice leh the design. Haha. The snake totally looks like a snake =X I'll stick with my mini cooper shades. Then we can have a beach date also. Haha.

We were supposed to meet outside Sakae and I thought I was going to be late. Practically I was late. Just that the others were even later. So I dunno why I rushed back for. When I arrived, Zach and Jiawei still playing Pokemon. Nice one. I have 3 game boys to play Pokemon with and I have all the versions. Wanna compare?! Haha. Gotta catch em all!

Everyone was quite psyched to watch Indiana Jones but we heard that we can go watch it for free on Monday cos BP booked the entire theatre? Something like that la. Thinking whether I should go or not. Then, as we were about to buy the tickets to the movie, Cathay blacked out. GREAT! Ok people, let's go Botak Jones to eat. HOORAY! As usual, couldn't finish. I don't wanna eat fries la! So damn unhealthy. ): I'm not on a diet. I'm on a HEALTHY diet. Talked a lot. Said bad stuff about Man U and Cristiano Ronaldo (LOL what a joke). Man U fans don't curse me. Actually, I don't care la. Whatever. Walked back to CWP. Then went home. ARGH. Tired. What a long day.

Can't wait to sleep (:

Immortalised

[Deyong] says:
that time
[Deyong] says:
i wear ac tshirt
[Deyong] says:
then some funny shorts
[Deyong] says:
everyone look at me
[Deyong] says:
haha
][ ` мαđєĿěŋё ` ][ your failures do not define you. says:
wt...haha
][ ` мαđєĿěŋё ` ][ your failures do not define you. says:
dont wear shorts ar pls
][ ` мαđєĿěŋё ` ][ your failures do not define you. says:
haha
[Deyong] says:
why cannot
[Deyong] says:
my leg hair is
][ ` мαđєĿěŋё ` ][ your failures do not define you. says:
so retarded la
[Deyong] says:
sexy

whoa man... Deyong, if and when you read this, here's letting you know this is the most entertaining thing I've heard all day.

It's Deyong's Sexy Leg Hair Day! Lol.

SIANZ TTM!

Yay! Holiday right? THEN WHY IS IT SO FREAKING BORING.

It only encourages me to sleep a whole lot more. I can sleep 10 hours and take a 2 hours nap in the afternoon. Wow. I really amaze myself.

Yes. TYPICAL ME. I can't do my chinese homework! AH. Somebody save me! I don't understand the stupid passage!!! And the teacher, whoa so smart la. I don't think any of us got the same package so there will be no copying! Oh man...
Did I say anything about my wonderful chinese oral?
I didn't even speak 50 words. Hmm. Should be about 35 words la. Or less. I don't know. I was just relieved it was over. I can't believe I actually stayed back after school to take it. AH! Teacher said my lang du bu cuo, she gave me "ting gao fen". And while she uttered those words, in my mind I was saying, "Well, aren't you gonna be surprised..." Haha. I guess she was. I never spoke to her before. And from my lang du - my extremely awesome lang du- she probably couldn't tell that I suck so badly. LOL. I applaud her for her patience with me. Really, I do. Just as I do with all my other chinese teachers in the past who have never once lost their cool with me. Do you know I was top in chinese before?! HAHA. YES, I WAS. In primary school of course. Favourite student also. And had the best handwriting. And now. No hope. Lol. Joking. Every now and then will have the occasional fluke, suddenly getting the highest mark in something. But oral is never one. Heh...

I can't believe I actually dedicated so much time into talking about chinese. LOL. This is dumb.

I think I'm losing track of the days already. And I'm too lazy to check the calender. Tsk myself. Just got reminded by SEE Jiawei that there's 4p2 class outing to watch Indie tomorrow. :/ Why do I keep forgetting?
Actually can't wait to see some people. Although I don't know who is going. OH OF COURSE Zach is at the top of the list la. LOL. What a joker. But really...What a source of entertainment! HA. He really knows how to cheer people up by using his lame-ness and his very erm...funny sense of humour. Well done man! Hope you can snatch your eyecandy away from the guy without being run over by that "truck"! No no. Don't do that. Haha. As I said, THE ONE is waiting out there for you, waiting to be fished out of the deep blue sea. But don't fall in, since you can't swim that well. Haha. Wah I shouldn't say that about you. I'm no better myself. Firstly, I don't wish to be a fish in the sea because I DON'T LIKE FISH. Secondly, what kinda fish would I be if I can't swim that well. Last but not least, I rather do the fishing. LOL.

I have the sudden urge to climb Bukit Timah Hill. Anyone interested? I've only gone there like once to run up. Almost died. But still... It's nice (: Actually, I don't remember much of it. I only ran up the main path. Which is obviously not as interesting if you do further exploring. But I don't wanna get lost. Haha.

Wanna go my aunty's house to swim and play squash/tennis.
Wanna study.
Wanna watch good flicks.
Wanna sleep?
Wanna buy things that are "necessary".
Don't wanna read another newspaper -.-

An Wu Ci

I remember py told me some Hong Kong channel had a Chinese name for The Click 5 and her brother said : "At least they didn't call them An Wu Ci." Well. Yes. That would be dumb. Lol.

So sad can't go for their concert. ):

But I know one day I will. There's always something to look forward to. (: Can't wait to meet Kyle and the gang. Kyle is cute and preppy looking. Haha. But a little too tall for me. ): Nah joking. I wouldn't stand a chance even if I wanted one. Lol.

Wah. But whenever they advertise about the concert I get upset. ): CRAPPPPP.

I watched the Ellen Show today. 2 hours of Ellen. And though I've watched them before, WHO CARES?!?!?!?! Watch again (:

I'm gonna start on my homework tomorrow. HONEST. Going to start on my GP and Chinese tomorrow. I was supposed to have a beach date but... Postponed to a later date. Anyone else interested please tell me yeah? Haha. Wanna ask py and yx along too. Woo. Fun in the sun. Unless it rains of course then it will be a miserable, awful, rainy day.

Today at Amma's house was quite boring. I fell asleep on the couch while the TV was blaring. I woke up to smell fried fish. -.- Stinks man. And when I sat down for dinner I saw fish head curry and freaked out. Lol. So scary. After dinner, just sat alone in a corner eating fruits then needed the toilet again -.- for the third time. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

The past few days... My stomach has been quite upset. Whoa. Sounds like personification. And I miss literature. AH!!!! Ok. Back to the topic. I think I've lost another 2kg. At this rate, Maddie is gonna be non-existent soon. Haha.

Ok. Have a wonderful day people (: If you miss me, I miss you too. Unless you are _____, ______ or _______. Say whuuut??!!

SORE

A little R&R still didn't do much for me. Seriously. I'm still in pain.
Call me sick but sometimes I kinda like having muscle aches. Somehow you just feel more in shape because you've pushed yourself to the limit and beyond. But today as I walked around with Carlyn, my legs really hurt. And my feet. AHHH!!! Thankfully there was the yogurt drink to cheer me up. And Carlyn ate yogurt with chocolate chip. It was nice though it sounds weird.

I couldn't find anything to waste my money on. But I got to see my dear friend again. That was nice =D
I rushed to the MRT station to meet her and started perspiring. Unfortunately my perspiration could be seen on my shirt in the front. I know it looked weird but oh well. Whatever.
Some of the clothes we saw are really pieces of crap. I bet I could design better than that. I wanted to buy a shirt. I like shirts. Blouse. Whatever. Collars. I like them. And I wanna buy another dress. But I just couldn't find a nice one. They were all crappy looking. Some were like thrash bags. Shapeless. The silhouettes are non-existent. Man, I don't know how they can sell stuff like that. Just cut random shapes from cloth and charge them at $40. That's what they do.
Py and Yx asked me to join them to watch "What happens in Vegas" with them. But I didn't want to wake up. Not to mention I didn't have a good night. Woke up numerous times FOR NO REASON AT ALL. Ah!!!

I wanna force my mum out tomorrow. I have things that I wanna buy. Things that I shouldn't be using my ang bao money on. But I doubt she'll have the time for me again. Even as I sit here at 2130, she isn't home yet. And to think she left the house before 6? I wish she'd just take things slow. Just not work everyday. And even if she wants to, not to come home late at night. I'm always just missing her. And when I ask her what time she'll be back home she always says "Late. Mummy's swamped today." Damn. All this so she can support her two children. All this cos someone who's supposed to do his job, doesn't. But then again, I don't need him. WE don't need him.

I think Mao and I have a date this coming Monday. We're going to study at the beach while tanning. Just the two of us. I feel like she understands me. And from her voice, you can tell she's a really nice person, she cares. And likewise, Carlyn is like an advice-giver. Very knowledgeable and stuff.
I know I always give advice to people like "If he hurts you, get rid of his sorry ass!" for example but...How often do we practice what we preach? Not often at all. And that's the saddest thing. You always know what's the best for you but somehow, you just make the mistakes you told yourself you would never do. Get yourself hurt, get yourself into shit and all you can do is cry and question "Why is this happening to me?" and "What did I do to deserve this?". It's the silliest thing.

Next week there's GP on Thursday and Chemistry on Friday. Having OG outing on Thursday before the dance concert Restless. The canoeist can't go -.- Camp. So the OG becomes 2 people smaller. "The usual people" is already so few. -.- At least Andrea is coming. It's always nice to see her. It's been a while. I think DeYong is going too. Haha. Homer.
Last week of holiday I'm gonna go back to BP. Hopefully. And see if I can still fence. Though I doubt it.


ENGARDE!!!

David OR David?

The wrong David won. Darn it!
They've got it wrong once again.

Oh well... Their mistake.