another 365 days older

Ah yes. 5/5. C'mon, it's so damn easy to remember, ain't it? HA.

I have to thank many people now.
alicia, peiyi, yixian, jiajuan, justin, junsiew, maureen, natalie, raphael, farrina, kenny, steph, canida, andrea, izabel, zach, dion, jiawei, carlyn, melissa, tiffany, jiayi, gabriel, peishi and all those who bought the cake for me. I know there are 12 of you but I cant recall all. And you guys embarrassed me in the canteen la. Sing so loud. =( But still. Thanks a million. Next person's birthday we can use cake to bribe the chinese teacher again. Haha. If there's anyone I've forgotten to mention, I'm sorry...But I left you out on purpose! MUAHAHAHA!

I think cards are the sweetest things. Just a short little note that tells you you're on someone's mind, that someone treasures you, that you are a friend. i received a few and I have to say they are really touching. =) Even Raphael < this name reminds me of the teenage mutant ninja turtles =) He wanted to meet me last night to pass it to me. And I have to say his card is quite hilarious. "I hope you smile for the next 365 days so that your dimple will not go to waste." Haha. Sweet la.

Then there was Dion, Zach and Jiawei's smses. I received 3, one after another. The first read "happy", the second read "birthday" and the last read " to you". Zach says it took them "alot of creativity, teamwork, timing and accuracy" and also 1/1000 of their valuable smses too! It's funny how a handful of the smses I received said "happy birthday sexay". This word "sexay" is so reminiscent of the orientation days. =) And Canida still answers the phone with "hey sexay!".

Hmmm. Alicia owes me a big bear hug and MUACKS MUACKS! Hehe.
Oh and Marcus. Sweet talker! More beautiful eh? LOL! I almost died when you said that. But it's ok. You have good taste i must say. Haha. okok better not bu yao lian. HEY! Chinese again! Damn my chinese is good =D

I'm gonna spend all the moola. =) Firstly, I think I shall use the money mummy gave me to buy a nice Prince o3 racket. Maybe... Shall ask Coach tomorrow. =) Whoa squash is so fun. But I'm so tired. My 2.4 sucks like hell. I'm gonna rerun again. I shall keep running till I'm satisfied! Next, hmmm. See first. Standard la. Only can buy clothes, bag, shoes blahblahblah. Ah new asics! =)

Yay! Econs test is postponed. That leaves me more time to do my GPP "The Puppet Dance" and my GP essay. Wow my handwriting rocks! I just suddenly realised after looking at my incomplete essay. There's really alot of work to do. =( I'm so freaking scared of the math test. I don't like "0". I remember getting a 0 for vlee's test before. But that was ok since alot of people got 0 also. I'm not trying to say I want more people to get zero so I can feel better. But...AH! Nvm. I deserve to fail this test. I haven't been doing enough math. In fact, it is the subject that I slack the most in other than physics. I got back my physics test today and I got 6/20. Lol. That's expected la. Physics has always been my worst subject other than chinese. Ah no! Chinese oral is coming up. Woo scary!

Ok I know the above content can cause emotional and psychological distress to some people. Better stop talking about work le. =) CHILL.

Please wear your black specs. Thank you =)

I feel like listening to BSB. I'm so obsessed.

Take my hand. Take my life. Just don't take forever...

TY TY!

Thanks for all the warm wishes. I shall elaborate further later in the week. It's late! And I have to run tomorrow. =(

Much love,
Maddie =)

Procrastinating

Yes. I am procrastinating.

Let's see... Hmmm... I have chemistry test on Monday. Econs essay test on Wednesday. I have yet to start on my environment package. I am so screwed for math. I know nuts bout physics. Yeah. And etc.

Today for 2.4, I ran 2.0. Ah. You ask why. The answer is simple. Some people can't count. No no, not me. Haha. Some other people. I knew it, I was right. I only ran 5 rounds but ps stopped running, and ec asked me why I was still running. Like duh! Cos it's only been 5 rounds. And I thought I was some idiot. -.- Angry. Means I have to run another 2.4 on Tuesday with the guys. Darn! Haiya. Napha sucks la... My fitness has gone down the drain. Angry!

There's interact Newspaper collection tomorrow. Haha. 9am-4pm. Waste more time. And I took the exco form today during meeting. Imagine. Madelene Poon, President of Interact Club! HAHAHA. I'm not saying I'm not capable of the responsibility, but have you ever seen such a misfit? Interact president who can't interact with others? More like president of the dao-ist club? Everytime py's friend says hi to me and I say hi or nod or smile, she says I give her the dao face again. Like that's just me la. What do you want me to do? Haha. Dao-ist. Sometimes la. Can't deny also.

Walking to Buona Vista MRT, I started singing "I'm getting over you" and NA looked back. I think py was quite embarrassed but, haha, I like to embarrass people cos I'm not embarrassed to embarrass myself. Comprehend? I sang "I'm getting over you, whoa. I'm getting over you most of the time. If I say it like I mean it then maybe I'll believe it like it's true. I'm getting over you!!!!"

On the train, we wasted 3 minutes of our lives trying to make letters with one hand. For example, trying to make a "G" with one hand. Try it. It's not easy. She tried to make "MOMO" and I taught her a good way to do that. =) Yes. Then she said "We've just wasted 3 minutes of our lives. HAHAHA. (HOHOHO?)"

Oh! Some councillor told me he likes my nerdy purple specs. =)

Yeah yeah. I'm quite happy. =D

May Day

Ah crap. 2 posts ago, I boasted that I could sleep till words don't rhyme. Yet, this morning, my mummy dragged me out of bed using emotional blackmail. Of course I did put up a fight saying I had lots of work to do, my exams are coming etc. But my mummy kept pleading and saying "I'm dying..." Then I was like, "Ask Jeremy la. That lazy boy has nothing to do yadayadayada." But my mummy says I have to run the company one day so I gotta do it. Fine. I got up at 9 (way too early) just to go to the freaking office. SIGH.

We had tim sum for breakfast at Crystal Jade at CWP. As usual, I ate too much. And I'm wondering... Who the hell eats dessert in the morning? Me? Yes, I do. Next time anyone goes to Crystal Jade, try the black pepper beef or something. It's really good. And the scallop porridge. =)

Ok so at the office, no air con. 13th storey. Thankfully there was a breeze.

When you're alone in the toilets of UIC building, the silence is deafening. You start to imagine all kinds of things like ghosts behind you. Creepy. I always get chills.

Finished working at about 4. I saw this very bad accident. One car was overturned at the curb and the other car was totally crushed in the front. Was trying to get a good look at whether there was anyone trapped in the overturned car. Whoa scary. =( Then again, my mum is the pro at accidents. She has gotten into 2 in under a year. And the most recent one cost her $21,000 in damages. Thank goodness she bought a new car. Mazda 6 Sport. =) White. =) And she bid for 2145. Wasted a thousand dollars on that.

All the tests are coming up. I'm gonna fail terribly. Especially math. Ah! I miss Vlee la. He's like the best math teacher I ever had. Last time I even failed math in lower sec, like F9s. Then since Vlee started teaching me A Math in sec3, my E math could finally get A1. A math obviously O levels get A1 la. Vlee what...

I need tuition I think. Sometimes I really don't know what's going on. ARGH. This is so sickening.

Silence

I'll bet two years
I'll bet one year
I'll bet those years
You won't be here

I guess I'll keep
I guess you'll keep
Every memory
Sadly we may never be

I'll bet my tears
I'll bet your tears
I'll bet those tears
Over time could disappear

Wait a minute I have more to say
And I care if you're listening to me

I need you more than you'll ever know
Still do, willing to let it show
I need a minute just to get to you
I feel like I might be getting through
Come over and say nothing
Silence is everything

I know, I know
Feelings can sh0w
If you let go
It must be told
That I've got a hold
On what we used to have

I will forgive if you forget
All the things we said
Let's accept it

I need you more than you'll ever know
Still do, willing to let it show
I need a minute just to get to you
I feel like I might be getting through
Come over and say nothing
Silence is everything

Oh man!

Thank goodness for friends. Don't know what I'd do without them.
I'm different now. I've changed for the better. And I know what's the best for myself, what makes me happy. Yes. I know. Kenny! You know too. I know I have your support. =)

Today was sports day. It was kinda boring. But I got to hang out with my beloved OG mates. They bring a smile to my face. =) Hmmm. And there was Alex Prentice's weird comment. He might have been being sarcastic. Haha. Oh well.

Before that was Marcus' performance at the lobby. I think Marcus is the BEST. Sexy voice =) Nathan Hartono's not bad too. Maybe I'm being biased here but yes...MARCUS IS THE BEST. And he smells unbelievably good too. SEAN JOHN =)

There was also the Current Affairs Quiz today and being a student facilitator, I was assigned the task of giving out prizes to the audience. I wanted De Yong to help me but didn't know if I was allowed to get random people to help me. But it turned out I didn't need his help since all the people who answered were from the front of the hall. But I still had to walk and pass the prizes to the winners. So malu. -.- There were 5 iheartAC notebooks left and we were hoping we could get them as a token of appreciation. Or we could just steal them. But you know...INTEGRITY. BP taught me that. =) I miss BP. BP's awesome. And I miss fencing. Darn it =( Squash is nice la. Hoho! At least Coach praised me. But I only found out 2 days later. All the while I thought I did quite badly. Heh.

Kenny, Jia Yi, Nat and I went for dinner at Dover market just now. Ban mian with no ikan bilis. Yes, if you've forgotten, I don't eat fish. And ikan bilis is disgusting. Especially when the head is still attached. You can see their little eyes looking at you. EWWW... Fish sucks! And I spotted an insect inside my noodles. I just scooped it out and continued eating. SEE! I'm not too high class for coffee shops ok! Drank my favourite soya bean milk and ate this almond chocolate ice cream which tastes like some NYDC cake. And the uncle at the shop so flirt la -.- was freaked out.

Reached home at 10. Now's 1105. Hmm... Tomorrow's a holiday =) I can sleep until the afternoon or something. Gosh. How I love my sleep. =) My bed's damn big, nice and comfy. I'm blessed. But then again, there are the upcoming tests. There's a lot of things going on on Monday. Crap. =( GPP, Chemistry test... The list goes on.

OH YES. I tried Milo McFlurry? Quite nice la. But it's $2.70. Thought I'd just give it a try.
Yay. Joe Jonas. =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) I think the Jonas Brothers are like some phenomenon. Most requested for 2008 on Oprah. That's an accomplishment! And Joe's the best looking py. Not afro boy. Though he's cute? I guess.

I won't be able to catch TC5 live. AHHHHH!!!! Boohoo!!! My mum said..."Over my dead body." AH! NO! Kyle... =(

series of FORTUNATE events

"wah so scary!" py jumped. and after the initial shock, we couldn't stop laughing. It was so freaking hilarious. HAHAHA HOHOHO HEHEHE? momo 4u < inside joke =)

temple =) ownage =)

i lost my 2kg... yay!

over the weekend, i had the 5/9 "class outing", if you can consider a class, 6 people? So I met up with them at Woodlands MRT to go to Mrs Tan's house. I looked around. I saw NO ONE! So I called Bevis and he said Raph was having a bad tummy ache and so they were all having a "toilet party". -.- Made me wait there for damn long...
So finally Raph finished "going nuclear", they found me... And their expressions were priceless. Guess I look different. They were like "How the hell you get so skinny?" and they were really happy that I was finally shorter than them. Bevis says I look much better now than when I was in primary school. He says : "Now luh duh...alot prettier..." See. TSK. From a distance, Jian Wei was giving me weird looks. I think he wasn't sure if it was me. Haha. Haven't seen them in 4 years. Even Raphael though we live just a few blocks away from one another.

Bevis is so smart. He rushed us off the bus 3 bus stops before our stop and then made us walk all the way. -.- And they wanted to swim. They asked Mrs Tan to lend me her swimming costume. But Zi Chun said :"But it's not a bikini." -.- -.- My primary school friends are so... He also kept mentioning that my dimple is "damn cute". And someone said :"Is that a hint?" oh my...i hope not. Haha. We watched Kung Fu Dunk. So lame. But not bad...

I was supposed to leave at 6. But I stayed until almost 8 because it was a long LONG goodbye. Lasted almost 45min. Then they insisted on taking pictures. Not with one phone, but ALL the phones. So that would be 6 phones! I was exasperated. But...tolerance Madelene, tolerance.
My fortune cookie told me :"To achieve success is to be tolerant."

It was fun though. Although it was all guys and me. But Sheng Bao couldn't recognise me =( until Bevis said that my name is "siao". Sigh. =(

Tomorrow is gonna be such a slack day. Py and I getting blue slip and leaving class at 9 for the Current Affairs Week Quiz manpower duty. I think out collage is really nice. Especially the top right hand corner of it. All my beloved RD pictures =) I must say it's like one of Picasso's masterpieces =) HA. As if. =)

Oh yeah. Py wanted to watch people having PE. You smart people should know why. =) If only his legs are longer right?

Make a rainbow =)

I see things clearer now.
Take care =)