Thursday, July 10, 2008

broken wings

We are in this life together, even when one moves without the other.
Different pages from the same story.
This aching is familiar. It's something I remember.
We can't touch without feeling. Can't heal without healing.
Only the young could fall so hard, could be so careless and ignore the scars.
So we will move out of the way this time, making room for each other, one without the other.
We are broken, but we are moving still.

Downpour

I, I wanna feel the rain again
I, I wanna feel the water on my skin
And let it all just wash away in a downpour
I wanna feel the rain...

But not on my shoes please. (:
I see no link between "bimbo" and bringing 2 pairs of shoes to school. -.- WTH.

Yesterday, squash was such a killer. AH! I can do it man! I wish I could play as well as some of the guys. ):
Which reminds me... Before the S Cube seminar, Yun Zhang and Jen wanted to play squash, but the courts were locked. So they went to the next level to jump into the court. Seriously. Yun Zhang jumped into the court! It's freaking insane la. He should go do Le Parkour. Bet he'll be good at it. And Jen was damn funny. She was afraid she'd fall and break her leg or something. So while hanging onto the railing she kept asking Yun Zhang to catch her. Oh man! I should've recorded it. Then py and I can post it on Youtube. LOL. Was wondering whether she'd be able to climb out or not. But I'm pretty sure those who have climbed the back gate before will be able to climb back up. HAHA. I remember during PAE, I taught py how to climb the back gate, like some professional. But we recorded Jen climbing out. It wasn't as amusing as her jumping in though.

The S Cube Seminar was ok la. I was constantly distracted by the immature people behind me. Every of their sentences is punctuated by the F word. And I don't mean 'fish'. What asses. I don't understand how some guys can be so immature. And the worst thing is they think they're so cool cursing. It's so crude. Any girl who thinks that it's cool for guys to swear like that has to be mentally challenged. I can understand, in certain circumstances, that you are extremely angry with something and you say it once, but this was like some vicious tirade of Fs everywhere. It's just so sickening. As young adults, we must show the due respect to the speakers, which most weren't. Is it so difficult to just sit down and shut up for 2 hours?! No one said you cannot talk for the entire 2 hours, but you don't talk non stop and so loudly! Not when some people actually want to hear what's going on. Can you imagine being the speaker and how awful you would feel when no one's bothering to listen to what you have to say? Maybe awful isn't the word. I think I'd feel sorry for those individuals who don't even know what basic courtesy is. What a disappointment. You would think people our age could behave with maturity? SIGH!

I think Bevis is quite scared of me. Whenever he talks to me online, he'll always ask me whether I'm in a good mood first. Must be in fear that he'll get hell from me again. Haha.
I find it weird really. Raphael(my primary school pal) and I never saw each other for over 4 years until the 5/9 outing this year. It's only after that that we keep running into each other. I've seen him 3 days in a row now. At Woodlands MRT in the morning, at Causeway Point after school, EVERYWHERE! And I just met him an hour ago to do his PW survey. I don't understand why we didn't see each other for all those years. Maybe it's making up for lost time?

School was great today despite the piece of crap, 3 hours back to back lectures we have every Thursday. PE was fun. We're learning how to play soccer. Haha. Soccer seriously rocks. Too bad the ground was so wet, which got my shoes wet. Heart pain! FYI: This is the exact reason why I brought an older pair of shoes. I anticipated it. Hmmm. I shall not comment on my UNBELIEVABLE skills. Haha. What a joke. Mr Eugene Chua said "Girls play more soccer than boys" or something like that. But I heard it as "More girls play soccer than they play boys." So I kept laughing. Then I sang stupid songs like HOT STUFF and the "one way or another, I'm gonna getcha, I'm gonna getcha getcha getcha getcha..." song. Ah crap. I'm really FON today.

That guy is damn funny today. Watcha looking at? Haha.

My bag was twice as heavy as py's.

I can whip up one mean ham sandwich! (:

Py. I don't wanna do your quiz. I have my reasons. Lol. But I will say what I think about you here.
I think you're a good friend(duh). Hardworking, always have been. Helpful, since you help me with my math and stuff. You seem to have more self-control than me. Nice to talk to since we have many common topics. Haha. Yes, you are a die hard Beckham fan- Federer too. You hate C. Ronaldo, just as I do. You like MOMO a lot, I don't. So don't worry, there's no competition from me. Lol. Quite tolerant, since you put up with all my nonsense. You understand me pretty well. I'm sure you can tell when I'm upset la. But then again, you're quite cold sometimes. You're very hard to read. And a lot more la. If anyone wants me to tell them what I think about them, just tell me. I'll give my honest opinion, if any.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Fate, faith, and other F words.

Fate: That guy. And that other guy too. Today, more of the other guy. "waiting" (inside joke). =D
Faith: Keep the faith. My faith is strong. Then there's her. That Faith. You guys, don't be so bad. She's a good tutor.

Other F words:
1) Food: I'm eating too much.
2) Fruits: My fruits seemed squishy and gross so I had to throw them away! NO!!! My cherries and blueberries! T.T
3) F***: They stink. Fish.
4) Flowers: Some make me sneeze. I like fake ones cos they don't die. My love is a red red rose. But roses die. So somehow, it feels like love dies too. Since roses and flowers are synonymous with love. LOL.
5) F***: No comments.
6) Friends: A close few. I'm sort of an outcast really. Just py and I then. LOL. Couple. Together forever! Though she'd dump me without a second thought, without batting an eye - for MOMO. Nah. I have some. In AC a few, especially my OG mates. So fun buying underwear for other people's birthday. Ha!
7) Frenemy: I don't think so.
8) Federer: So sorry. I support you always. Not Nadal.
9) French fries: I don't eat them anymore. 11 calories each?
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Late already la. No mood. Haha. But before I bid farewell, I shall remember what Mrs Jai Singh said. "Sex slave". LOL.
Good luck (: and good night.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Finally found

For over 50 years, ASICS has produced high quality, technically innovative sports and fitness products. The name, ASICS, is an acronym from the Latin phrase, "Anima Sana In Corpore Sano", which translates simply to "a sound mind in a sound body."

Cool. I trust their products. They're the most comfortable sports shoes I've ever tried on. But they cost a bomb. I bought mine at $243. But I see the prices going down quite a bit for some models. Mine has yet to. If it goes down, I'll probably get the same one again. Lol. That's how much I love the shoe. It's as light as air, has good support etc. It may not look very good, but who cares! Sometimes you gotta sacrifice looks for comfort and performance. (:

I've discovered that when you're looking for something, you never find it. The converse is true. I was looking for a bag today, but instead I found a shoe which I gave up looking for. And couldn't find the bag. Why does life have to be so...complicated? Tsk.

Went back to school to play squash with Cherene. I was feeling really lethargic. No energy whatsoever. Ate my Quaker S'mores, still no effect. Went to the gym after that for about 45 min? My legs are so flabby. HAHA. Not very la, but still, not as nice as they used to be when I was still fencing. I used to be able to do lunges so effortlessly. Now I struggle after a few. Man, oh man. Since we've gotta pay $10 a month for sports complex fees, we should really utilise it. I don't understand those people who pay and don't use it. I mean if you're on FA then of course, who cares! It's such a waste if you don't use it.
Anyway, saw Mr Sim Eng Chee gyming. I nodded at him and he nodded back. I tend to greet teachers. It's a habit already. The point is to be courteous. But then again, most of the time the teachers don't reciprocate. Oh well...

I saw the DM at Starbucks just now too. He looks so stern. He wore NF skinnies. Haha. So hip! LOL. Andrea said he looked like he was carrying a Prada bag which had a ribbon on it. Imagine that...

Some girl shoplifted just now. Saw security checking her bag while her guy friends stood at the corner looking on. Tsk. What's happening to the youths of today?! Lol. How dumb.

Crumpler backpack costs $265. -.- WHY?! Holy crap! How long must I save for that? Forget it. I will never starve myself for anything.

I live to eat. (:

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Shawty

Shawty is a girl. She may not be short, then again she might be.
When you say the word "shawty", you gotta say it like you ain't a Singaporean. Or it'll sound like "shorty". Right, py?
Shawty got them apple bottom jeans. NOT Shorty got them apple bottom jeans.
I tried to "spoof" the song. PCK version of "Low". Imagine that. I did it quite loudly also. I hope no one heard it!

I don't know what happened. But I said "Where have you been all my life?" randomly when I was with py. I'm not talking about py obviously. I don't know what hit me. But I said it. And I told her that she say that to MOMO ren. I didn't know it was a song from Westlife. So that means I've got the chops to be a songwriter too! So py asked me to write a song. But it has to include the following:
1) Where have you been all my life?
2) We were meant to be.
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Shawty?!
It cannot be. Cos shawty is a girl. Means I'm not straight?! LOL. Then again, "Shawty is a killa. But I really want him."
IT'S SO WRONG!

Yes. I will write that song. But it will sound ridiculous. But before that...

Gotta do my EoM. Damn PW!

Friday, July 4, 2008

Eyes wide shut

I hate it. I can hardly keep my eyes open now. It was on for more than 12 hours!!!
Ya la. I'm lame, I am a retard. It doesn't mean that I have a lot of money to spare.

Woo! Today is the day that I will remember I scored 2 fantastic goals. Soccer rocks. And the teacher was so shocked. Peiyi told me that he asked the guys how come they let a girl score the first goal. LOL. I AM NOT A MAN.
But I have never kicked like a girl before.
Keep the ball waist down. But he freaking kicked it straight into my face. *^%*$)(# Damn pissed off. If I had the temper of a certain soccer star then I would have been sent off already.

I did my tutorials! But I didn't bring my foolscap pad to school. -.- How dumb.

Ponning CIP tomorrow. Anyway, Yi Shi not going and I'd be alone again. So I shall go search town for it.

Randomly went to town with Jennifer today. They don't have the colour I want. Wasted! Considering buying online. Didn't find anything I wanted today. Walking around in town is so damn tiring. I don't like it. Especially with my bag which is at least 4 kg, all balanced on one shoulder. Gonna break already.

HAHA. I passed my chinese! 101/160. So shocking. I thought I screwed up that paper too. Guess not. I guess my luck was pretty good. My random answers were correct. (:

PY! I never said life sucks. I said "Life kinda sucks now. At the moment." What is one moment in time? It is nothing!

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

FAIL is a 4 letter word

I am back to failing the same subjects I did in lower secondary. Possibly cos I am as slack as before. -.- DIE. What the hell am I doing?! Wake up!
I MUST NOT RETAIN. I MUST GET PROMOTED - NOT ADVANCED.
If I'm gonna retain, I was thinking of going overseas. Really. Maybe I'm just not cut out to be doing this. I hope to prove myself wrong. Gotta keep the faith!

Ah yes. Spain. (:
I smiled my way to dreamland that morning. I was grinning like mad(haha) so I took a really long time to fall asleep. Excited, you see.
To put it simply... Germany got owned! They only played well for 10min? How disappointing. Out of all days, why during the finals? Or was it just that Spain's much better? I believe so.
I still don't know what happened that Torres got a yellow card. I saw NOTHING.
Ballack's damn funny. Those who watched the game carefully should have seen what he did. I was laughing hysterically by then.
How I wished Raul could've played. He is the reason why I even liked the Spanish team in the first place. He is a good player. (:
I think Kuranyi looks like some Italian mafia or something. He is also really tall. Haha. What observations huh. The Germans and BIG compared to the Spanish. Size doesn't matter. Yeah, you see! Size doesn't matter. Look at me! LOL.
Bastian is NOT HOT. He just has nice hair. He didn't play particularly well either. SIGH.
Man of the match to me is... Fernando Torres. DUH. Did you not see him? It's definitely not gonna be Lahm. HAHA. Oooh but I think Lehmann did quite a good job. Although not good enough. Casillas didn't have many opportunities to prove himself, if you know what I mean. Oh man, what a match! Gonna rewatch it this Saturday at Uncle Kola's house(his Nigerian, how cool!). Then I can rub it in that my team won, and theirs didn't. Hehe. Too bad. German fans, no offence. I do like them. Just that I prefer Spain. I even like their country! It's been my wish since I was a child to visit Spain one day. It's a really nice place.

Which reminds me... Of my oral. Walau. I thought I was gonna die of an anxiety attack. It was so scary! But still, I was falling asleep waiting for my turn. Since my surname starts with a P, I had to wait quite a long while. By the time it was Jonathan's turn, I was wide awake. I said it was like "walking straight to my death". THE PASSAGE WAS SO SCREWED UP. First sentence already got words I have never seen before in my 17 years of living. Of course, after that, I found out that I read them wrongly la. HAHA. Hilarious. The female examiner kept going "mmm" after every sentence that I read. She did that to everyone. I found it pretty sarcastic. Like "mmm" means "tsk!". The conversation topic was pretty easy. It was about tourism and whether I would rather go overseas during the holidays or stay in Singapore. I said overseas, explained why, said I'd like to go to India - which made them laugh(-.-). I gotta embrace my roots man! I can shake my head like those Indians cos it's in my blood! Haha. It's so funny to see people try to do it and fail.
Yay! So glad it's over!

Today, Coach said I can hit very hard. Whoa. Then he made me show my swing to everyone. Until I was damn tired already. I hate it. Coach always makes me run. He even said "Wah. This one must give faster." Walau. You think I'm some man is it?! ARGH. Make me run from one side of the court to the other! I even have to apply my fencing lunges now or I will never be able to reach the balls in time!

I have learned that I cannot revert back to wearing metal frame specs. The woman said I look like a mugger when I do. And I agree. I like my specs. I don't care if it's nerdy or whether it's purple! Purple is my colour! Ask Peiyi. Everything purple looks good on me. I have tried not to get so involved with it but I unintentionally wind up with it anyway. IT IS FATE. I've been trying eliminate it from my life. It's overkill already.
I really wonder why I have so few red things. It is my favourite colour after all.

Collegiate sizes are DUMB! They should have XS. If not people like me how?! -.- I'm sure even if they have an XS it'll still be a little too big for me. At the moment it's much too big.
Why can't I be 5cm taller? 2 cm to my legs and 3cm to my body please. I know, my legs aren't in proportion to my body length. Thanks for pointing that out Cherene! Ah really. If only my body was a tat longer, I would be satisfied.

It's getting late. And there are 3 hours straight of lectures. I am gonna die! Goodnight my friends! Sweetest dreams~